The Tounge Twister Feelings

Chapter 16: Regrets, Doubts and Pain

Since nandito ako sa States ay hindi ko maiwasan malungkot. Pinagde-desyunan ko na talaga ang lahat.

Alam kong nasaktan ko si Ray at lalong lalo na si Ley ay ginawa ko ito para sa ikakabuti ng lahat pero ang tanong.

Masaya ba ako ngayun?

Nandito ako sa Sala at wala ginawa kundi nakatulala. Haay! Hindi ko alam kong ano'ng gagawin ko. Hindi naman ako mag-isa dahil nandito si Mommy.

'Zel? Bakit nakatulala ka jan?!'

'A-ah! E-eh! Wala po mom.'

Umupo siya sa tabi ko at hinaplos ang ulo ko.

'Ok ka lang ba anak?'

Napa hinto ako sa tanong ni Mommy. Ok ba talaga ako???

'O-po mom'

Liar Zel.

'Hindi ako maniniwala Zel. I know you alot. Kaya wag na wag kang magsisinungaling sakin.'

Hays! Tutal siya naman talaga ang tinatakbuhan ko kapag meron akong problema aside, Ray.

'Mom. I missed Ray so much.'

'Si RAY ba talaga ang namiss mo o si LEY?!'

O-oh! Siya nga ba??

'H-hindi mom. Si Ray po talaga. Sure na sure po ako.'

Tumawa siya ng mahina.

'Kahit hindi mo sabihin, Anak. I know si Ley talaga ang namiss mo. Oo! You miss Ray but you really did miss Ley.' Mom's right. Hay!

'O-opo! Namiss ko po siya.'

'Diba? Pumunta ka pa rito para sa kinatatahimik ng lahat?'

'Opo!'

'Sigurado ka bang IKAKATAHIMIK ito? Ikaw nga anak ay hindi ka pa natahimik. Mukhang gusto mung umuwi. '

Aiest! Ano ba 'to si Mom. Bakit ganyan ang mga tanong niya? Hindi tuloy ako matahimik. She's definitely right. Hindi ako na tahimik. Ewan ko ba. Basta! Ang nasa loob-loob ko ay nanghihinayang ako.

'Mom, Can I ask something for you?'

'Oh! Sure anak.'

'Can WE go back in the Philippines??'

Natimik siyang saglit at nag-iisip.

'Do you think your father will allow us to go back home? You're the one who decided this anak. Alam mo naman kung anong klase ang meron sa daddy mo.'

'But mom.'

'No BUTS anak. I told you when we we're in the Philippines. Kung nakapag-DECISYON ka ng TAMA!'

Tsk!

Why I am so DULL?!!

Why is it. I didn't listen to my mom?! Im so selfish. I decided in a wrong way!

Parang hindi to tama.

Im the one who suffered this situation. If ever Ray remember everything. I think she'll getting angry. I should follow what I feel and what is RIGHT!!!

I leave my best friend Ray in the middle of a QUESTIONABLE PROBLEMS in her head. I know Tito, Grab his opportunity to brain her wash and also LEY , I let him go with unreasonable.

Hindi ko maiwasan na masasabi ko 'to sa sarili ko pero ang alam ko lang ay..

REGRETS!!

'Zel? I made some cookies. Come here!'

I go in the kitchen and eaten all the cookies but before that. I have a better Idea to convince my mom and dad.

* LEY POV *

'Dad? Can I go in the States?'

My dad look at me in a anger face.

'NO! Ley.'

'But why dad? I want to see her.'

'Cause I say so!!'

He left me standing in his room and do NOTHING!!!

Why I didn't follow her nor fight for her?

Why is it. Im so dumb?

Im a little bit confused of my feelings.

I want to clear this thing!

I feel DOUBT!

* REX POV *

Since, My father knows about the PERSONAL BODYGUARD of Ray is.

My mom always texted me.

Unbelievable right? But I didn't expect more about her because I know mom.

I grab my phone through my pocket and to read her messages.

'REX! Im disappointed on you!'

'Do you think, I'll be impress on you? Hell no!'

I breathe in and out. She acts like a childish!

'Rex! Hindi ko gusto ang mga pinag-gagawa mu. Binigay mu ng kahihiyan ang pamilya natin! You should fix it a soon as possible young MAN!!'

Tsk! Hindi ko alam kong anong kirot sa dibdib ko pero isa lang ang alam ko ay.

PAIN!

(A/N: Ito lang po muna ^0^)