DISASTER. [p.j.m 18+]

D. 13: Gehenna

Luna's POV

It so soft and relaxing, I wish I could lay here forever but there's something cold in my ankles and wrists which is pretty heavy. I thought I was sleeping in jungkook's room? well yeah I forgot, he doesn't want me to sleep there that he even pointed a gun at me.....wait...

I opened my eyes just too see an unfamiliar room but a familiar feeling, the familiar feeling of uneasiness, and I started shaking when I saw chains in both my wrists and ankles. I looked around through the empty four corners of the room, this room is obviously didn't got cleaned for years but the weird thing is I'm sitting here in a clear white mattress and it looks like new

"so I'm back in this hellhole huh?" I said with a hopeless tone and just lay down in the bed staring blankly at the ceiling

I didn't expect to be in this place again, but I'm not surprised that I'm back here. maybe I'm better off dead than to be in here, if it isn't because of jungkook I wouldn't be here in the first place. I'm hopeless and I just have to accept that my life is as good as being dead. there's nothing else to lose anyway, I lost everything I have, might as well go with the flow in this fucked up life

flashback...

it's been 1 year since my weak ass mother let me enter in this fucking asylum. oh well I lost every respect I have for her since she left me here. I've been getting fucked up by the nurse that's been assigned to me

"hey little girl~ do you wanna play again?" he said

"fuck off dickhead"

I hissed as he grab my hair and he started to tie me in my bed. I just closed my eyes as soon as he ripped my hospital gown and started to kiss every inch of my body and his hands...  continuously moving up from my waist until it reached my breast

"please!!!!  stop!!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs

but it was useless for he made my scream muffled by putting a cloth in my mouth and continued his business, until he insert a finger in my private part which made me scream in pain, he's moving it in a most painful way while he sucked my right breast and continued his business in my body until he's satisfied and will leave me feeling like an animal

my tears fell nonstop from the moment he left me

"please somebody save me" I whispered even though I know that no one can hear

end of flashback...

my body starts to shake by remembering that nightmare

"AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!! FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!"

I want to kill him I want to kill him I want to kill him I want to kill him

Third person's POV

jimin is just leaning beside the door frame outside of luna's room while finishing his cigarette, jimin heard a very loud and a terrifying scream coming from luna's room

"AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!! FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!"

he threw his cigarette somewhere and entered luna's room only to see the woman grabbing her own hair and muttering some words that he doesn't understand and he saw luna's eyes being so big and uneasy, he jumped out when luna let out a terrifying laugh

"fuck!" he muttered and luna heard it

"I will kill you!!" luna came close to jimin but immediately got stopped by the chains in her wrists and ankles that's been placed by jimin himself

"the fuck is wrong with you bitch?!" he exclaimed looking confused in her state

but it looks like luna doesn't heard jimin as if she had loose control on her self. but jimin saw luna's eyes showing pain, suffering, and grief. jimin thought that he was once had the eyes like that and will always have, but he also thought that she's a complete mess. minutes passed and luna is still in rage but jimin heard multiple sobs coming from the lady
and he's getting bothered by luna's already wounded wrists and ankles because of her hysteria. the blood in her wounds are now flowing into the chains and jimin felt guilty in the view in front of him

"she's like me before" he muttered

jimin thinks that it's been an hour and he's just in front of luna watching her that makes him remember that night

flashback...

jimin was just eight years of age and he was forced to handle firearms because of his father's demand. at first jimin was willing to do it because it's necessary for him being the heir of their mafia but as the time goes by, he noticed that his situation is not a joke when his dad killed his mentor because jimin still doesn't know how to use a simple balisong. every mentor he had was killed by his father, until it got out of control, his father lost his cool and decided to teach jimin himself and it's not a good thing for jimin for the reasons that he knew that his dad is a very perfectionist person and every mistake he had made, comes with a painful consequence. jimin got tortured by his own father because he simply can't hit the bullseye with an AK-47 not to mention that he's just ten years old in that time

every mistake he made comes with a wound, his father would torture him using a pocket knife on any part of his body but mostly in his back and that would really leave a scar on him physically and emotionally that's why he covered it with his tattoos when he reached legal age

end of flashback...

when remembering that nightmare jimin had the same exact result as luna. he will turn himself into chaos and he knew very well that any moment now luna will do the thing that will ease her pain and he was just getting himself ready for it and another minute passed, jimin saw how luna is trying to harm herself

"that's it" he sternly said

jimin walked closer to luna and the room got filled with silence in an instant

jimin hugged luna and he caressed her hair gently

"calm down, don't let your demons conquer you"  he whispered directly into luna's ears

luna calmed down getting flustered and surprised by jimin's embrace. that's when she felt the pain in her wounds and she felt her throat sore, her body felt weak until she almost fall down but jimin supported her easily, havign an advantage that luna has a small body and jimin is towering all over her. the weird thing is, luna felt calm and relaxed into jimin's warm embrace. she felt safe in his arms.

on jimin's side, he felt something that wasn't right and he thought that luna is not an ordinary girl, he realized that they're just the same. so in conclusion he decided something that would surely change everything

luna looked at him weakly and unconsciously uttered...

"please save me" she said before passing out

and jimin decided..

"I'll save you by making you strong luna so that you won't suffer anymore. strong as a monster like me" and he smirked in his own words

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