DISASTER. [p.j.m 18+]

D. 09: chance?

Luna's POV

"what the hell did I get myself into??"

I can't do anything but to stare, how am I supposed to approach him if his place is a fucking mess?!!

after a minute, I didn't notice that there's a guy who came to me

"hi, what's your name" he said while grinning

I could say that this man is already drunk, because I can smell the strong scent of alcohol coming from his mouth and it's so disgusting to the point that I wanna puke but I managed myself not to, cause the food I ate will be wasted if I let them out and my stomach will get empty again and I don't have a money for me to buy a food nor a drink

"it's none of your business" I said coldly

I just don't want to engage myself to other people, it's just a waste of time

"oooh~~playing hard to get, baby?" he said

What the fuck?!! Baby?!! Seriously, if I'm holding a dagger right now maybe this man is getting soaked by his own blood. and I'm serious by that

I just ignored his stupid words and just asked, I don't want to waste any second in my life just because of this asshole

"do you know Jeon Jungkook? if yes then where is he?" I asked not giving a shit if this guy is looking at me from head to toe, I highly bet that he's imagining me standing in front of him naked

"oh? jungkook? well he's probably having a threesome in his room"

huh! threesome? I didn't know that this jungkook guy is a pussy hunter

"where's his room?"

well I don't care if he's having a threesome, I just need to ask something from him

"eh? don't tell me that you want it too? sorry, babe but I think jungkook's room is full, but don't worry me and my friend can accompany you" he said then licked his lips like a pervert well he's really a pervert

"okay fine, you choose, you will cut this bullshit or I'll cut your balls?"

I asked coldly and automatically he held his guts and spoke while stuttering

"o-okay!! I'll s-stop!! j-just don't hurt my future!!"

just as I predicted, this man is a gay for getting scared easily. then he guided me to jungkook's room but I got confused, I thought he is having a threesome but I don't hear any moans cause I am in front of his room right now. don't expect that I'm innocent cause ever since I entered the asylum I always hear a moaning sounds every night why? because there's some couple nurse that is having sex in the empty room right next to mine

"y-you c-can o-open the---oh shit why am I stuttering?!! you can open the door, he doesn't mind it!!" he said out of frustration. he is weak

after that, he left, and without hesitation I opened the door and to my surprise, the room is empty

"maybe he's somewhere and will be back after a minute" I whispered to myself

I just roamed around his room, I got nothing else to do here except for meeting him. I noticed that his room is really neat (well I expected it to be messy and full of hot red laced panties roaming around his room). it seems like he's a college student right now and a very rich one, after that I lay down on his bed, he wouldn't mind right? ugh! fuck it

after a minute, I heard a door opening and I quickly looked for it, only to saw a guy who's topless and the only thing that's covering his body is a towel

he took a shower that's why I found the room empty. why does this always happen? every time, I go to someone's room, I will witness them topless or naked? am I fated to see a person naked?

"oh! the suicidal girl?" he quickly said when he saw me

I fucking have a name just so you know idiot...

"it's Luna" I said

"what brings you here?" he asked

I hate beating around the bush so I asked straightforwardly

"why did you save me?"

"woah! is this a fast talk? calm your tits babe" he chuckled

"what the fuck?"

but he just smirked at me. this guy is hard headed

"fine! but can you please put on a shirt or something? I don't care if you're too confident with your body just cover it"

I'm not distracted on his toned body, it's just his tattoos' really creeping me out, I'm just remembering that stupid head guy who made me this way

after a couple of minutes, he went out in his walk in closet wearing a plain white shirt and some shorts (a typical clothes if you're in your house) and sat beside me

"what is your question again, babygirl?" he said looking at me with his amused eyes

"quit calling me names stupid"

then he showed his smirk with amusement

"okay, what is your question?"

"why did you save me?"

he tilted his head side ways (which I find a little bit adorable) and frowned his brows. he is confused

"you came down all the way from jiyoung's place just to ask me that question? you could've just borrow his phone and call me instead of barging in someone else's penthouse or to be more specific, in someone else's room"

he has a point, the truth is I also don't know of why I ended up going here, I just feel like it I guess? but it doesn't matter, I need to have a stepping stone for me to start a new life and I know that this man will be a big help, and I also know that I'm being a thick faced hoe right now but what can I do? this desperate one will do anything...

I rolled my eyes upwards to show that I don't give a damn about it

"to be honest I don't really know, I just feel like coming to you cause I think you could help me, since you are the main reason of why I'm still breathing in this useless world so might as well help me continue living?"

okay, I really sounded like a desperate bitch right there. he raised an eyebrow while his arms crossed against his chest. he's not believing in me

"you're being a slut right now, Luna"

and he got the exact words

"then what am I supposed to do? make myself a real slut that has to make her legs spread wide 24/7? and suck old hags' dicks?!!!" I said out of frustration, this boy is a talented one but sad to say he doesn't have...uhm...what do you call it? common sense?

then a moment of silence, I look closely into his face and it seems like he's measuring the situation (I can stare at his face cause he's not looking at me anyway) after a few minutes his questioning face broke into a cocky look. I.am.not.going.to.like.this.shit

"I'm going to help you but you'll have to pay me back when the time comes" he said, that sums it up

"finally, if you'd just quit acting like a baby earlier maybe this conversation is over for like an hour ago"

"whatever, I just gave your useless life a chance"

yes, a chance that I'm not sure of where it will lead me to

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I know that this chapter is useless because my brain is not working well, and my brain just recovered from a very deep mental breakdown and now this chapter is the product of having a blank thoughts so I am very sorry.....