Sadness and Madness

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Do you know how it feels?

The feeling of ..

Rejection.

The feeling of...

Deep sadness.

The feeling of complete loneliness that you can seem to escape from.

And what's sad about it is...

He can't seem to get mad at him.

Hoseok went inside his room, seeing Jimin already there, he smiled, but it went away quickly when he saw Jimin crying on his pillow.

Taehyung opened the door and went in, about to greet Jimin.

"Jiminie~! Wanna pla- oh."

Jimin peeked at them through his blankets, "h-hyung, tae.."

The two felt their heart break seeing how sad  Jimin looked infront of them. They immediately went to his side, comforting him with all they got.

"Jimin-ah, what's wrong? We're here for you.." Hoseok smiled

Jimin felt as if there was a sudden burst of light in the room seeing Hoseok's smile.

"What happened? Is it Jungkook?" Taehyung asked.

Jimin froze, he sniffed and felt tears run down his cheeks. Taehyung hugged him tightly as Hoseok rubbed his back soothingly..

"Its n-nothing.. dont worry about it.." Jimin sniffed.


A few days passed and BTS is back on business. They practiced their new coreo for Spring Day.

Jimin and Jungkook is still not in goof terms, infact, eversince the fight they had, Jungkook  was nothing but an asshole to him. He tripped Jimin when he had the chance and he would always ignore the older. One time he even threw away Jimin's water bottle, but that backfired sincen everyone started giving Jimin their water bottle. He just scoffed right at them.

Jimin was still sad, but he stayed strong and focused on singing and perfecting the coreography, it genuinely concerned the others because of how Jimin rarely ate. He would say, "Im not hungry" or "i already ate". He said he was fine but.. he wasnt. He never was.

The poor boy tried his best to talk to Jungkook, but to no avail Jungkook choose to not listen and spit hateful words to Jimin's face.

As much as he tried, he just couldn't talk to the younger properly.

While they we're having their break, Jimin glanced at Jungkook from across the room, he smiled.

Jungkook rolled his eyes and turned away in mediately.

Jimin frowned and tried not to let it get to him.

Jungkook on the other hand was guilty.

He didn't mean to say those words to Jimin but he knew he just cant stop his mouth. He was just so jealous of the other members always taking Jimin, and he thouht if he push him away, he'd forget his feelings for Jimin.

He couldn't.

He's just hurting himself.

He wants to hold, hug, kiss Jimin all over and apologize.

He just cant...

Jimin looked at himself at the mirror, "maybe I should get a new hair color..." He said while playing with his hair.

......

1 day later

Jimin came back home to their dorm, he went to dye his hair witht he help of his hairdressers.

Now he has pink hair.

Jin was first to notice, "wow! Love the pink Jim."

Yoongi, who was helping Jin cook while the others where inside their room, glanced at Jimin.

"That looks pretty gay." Yoongi stated blankly.

"Wow thanks hyung. As if you didn't have pink hair before." Jimin shot back.

"Well it wasn't an insult in the first place" Yoongi defended.

"Whatever, what are you guys cooking?"

"Just some Chicken Soup for the cold weather."

"I wanna join!" Jimin pleaded

"Alright you can cut the carrots" Jin said.

Everything was going fine until Jimin accidently cut himself

"Ah, fuck." Jimin cursed.

Jin and Yoongi was almost surprised that Jimin cursed, but they were far more concerned about the bleeding mochi.

As if on cue, Jungkook went intot he kitchen.

"Ah! Jungkook, go bandage up Jimin's cut while we continue cooking here please." Jin asked.

"B-but I can patch up jim-" yoongi was cut off by Jin's glare.

"We have to finsih this now so just let Jungkook do it."

Jungkook sighed and grabed Jimin's arm and dragged him to his room.

"Sit." Jungkook said, pointing at the bed.

Jimin hesistantly sat down and let the awkward silence engulf them.

Jungkook took a bandage and a alcohol bottle, he took some cotton too. He squirted some alcohol on the cotton and lightly dabbed it on Jimin's deep cutted finger.

Jimin hissed, he felt the burn on his skin.

"Sorry.."

"No its fine."

"I mean about calling you names.." jungkook corrected.

"Oh..."

Jungkook sighed, "im sorry- i was just being a jerk like always. I do like you..... I-i mean as a f-frjend! And I didn't know why I acted that way. I understand if you can't forgive me but im sincerely sorry. You are not a pig or a slut. You are perfect the way you are and you are nice and beautiful, hyung.." jungkook said, pink dusted on his cheeks.

"Thank you kookie.. I like you too as a friend! Im glad we're okay now.. I missed talking to you."

Jungkook blushed. "M-me too!" He coughed, realizing he practically shouted, "i mean me too, hyung.."

Jimin smiled

"By the way, you look cute with pink hair." Jungkook said before finishing to patch Jimin's wound completely.

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It honestly motivates me to write more..

Infact Im gonna post again tomorrow <3




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