( 2000 )
As she looked at me with those eyes telling me
that we were moving to Colorado my heart shatterd
and my eyes were in shock. I never knew how much
my mom loved her home town there but she knows how
much i loved it in Kansas city. The only reason she wants
to move down there is because her old boyfriend lives in
Colorado she still is in love with him. That was my little sisters
dad Jeff. He got on my last nerves because he's always with my
mom and me and my mom did not even get to do any mother
daughter fun anymore. my name is Whitney Davis and i live in
Kansas city my hometown is in Denver,Colorado but i moved to
here when i was only 3 years old and now I'm 16 years old and today
I'm moving back to Colorado with my mom Cameron and my sister
Rachel. Rachel's excited about moving back and my mom is too
but I'm the only one who is unhappy about moving.Rachel always gets
all the attention from my mom so i just think that she is a selfish little brat
and my mom treats me like I'm not even her daughter. One thing she
cannot know is that Jeff use to beat me while she was Pregnant with Rachel
that's why I'm scared to go see Jeff. Besides he has a wife and two other kids
so my mom is outta her mind if she thinks that Jeff is going to get back together
with her. My dad was never in my life before my mom got together with Jeff and
before Rachel was born my mom told me that i was a mistake and that my dad
was a mistake to be with. Sometimes i feel like i just wanna run away from home
and go some place where i can be by myself. My mom still tells me this now and
tells Rachel that she's the world to her. I know she's the youngest but my mom can
still show me some love too. when she tells me that I'm a mistake sometimes i believe
her. She never comes to support me at my soccer games or when i get an award at school
she never comes and when i ask her why she always says i was too busy when i know
she was with Rachel at her Cheer leading practices if it was not even a game then
why would she even go? All Rachel thinks about is herself and what she does to
empress people her friends do the same thing and when were at home alone she
would break some thing and blame it on me. She dose not do anything around the
house she tells mom that she did it when she knows i did it . I'd like to see her go
one week without me in the house then mom could see that she's a liar and
she's selfish. i just want a break from those two for at least a day.
