Maybe This Time

Chapter 1

Jisoo's POV

"You're so selfish!"

"I'm selfish?" You're the one who's being selfish right now!"

"You're leaving me to go to America!"

"I know Chanyeol"

"You said we'd go together someday"

"I can't do anything about this Chan! My whole family is moving out there to be closer to our family in California. I know weve made promises to each other but I know that some day you'll be able to go to America as well so we can see each other"

"I thought you loved me Jisoo"

"I do love you"

"If you loved me you'd fight to stay here with me!"

"I did fight for you, for us, for our friendship"

"Well you didn't try hard enough"

"Honestly Chanyeol i knew youd be upset but i didn't think you'd be this upset"

"When do you leave?"

"Tomorrow morning at 9"

Chanyeol gets up and starts to walk towards the front door of his house

"Where are you going?"

He opens the door wide open and looks at me deeply upset

"Get out" he says softly

"Wait what?"

"Get out!" he shouts at me which startles me

I feel the tears running down my face. I run past him not even looking at him.

I didn't realize that it was raining outside but I didn't care. All I wanted to do was get home. I don't even bother to look back at Chanyeol.

I finally get home running up in my room leaving little droplets of water form the rain behind me. I get to my room and look at my empty suitcases. I had no motivation to do anything. I looked at the pictures of me and Chanyeol when we were younger and i couldn't stop crying

"Im so sorry Chanyeol, please forgive me"

I look at my phone to no messages or calls from chanyeol

I finally get up to start packing my room away. Putting away all these memories I have in a suitcase so I can take it to America.

After hours of packing, I was finally done. I looked at my clock and realized I had been packing since 3 and now its 12 at night. 9 hours of just packing. I look at my phone and saw nothing. What was i expecting? He wasnt going to call me or text me.

I lay on my sheet less bed and instantly regretted putting away my bed sheets. It's so cold in my room. I open one of my suitcases up for a random jacket. I picked the first one that was on top and put it on. I putting my arms through the holes but my arms don't even go all the way through.

"I didn't shrink did I?"

I took it off to get a closer look at it and on the tag on the jacket had his name on it. "Park Chanyeol"

I put it back on and lay in my bed. His scent lingered on the jacket. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

Chanyeol's POV

"Get out!" I screamed at her

She got up and started running towards the door. I wanted to stop her and just hug her, but I just let her slip through my fingers and let her go.

I go up to my room, immediately getting my phone and started to type an apology for her. But every time I started to type, I couldn't find the write words to say to her.

I laid in bed thinking for what I was going to say to her. But honestly nothing I thought of seemed right.

I looked at my desk filled with pictures of me and her. She was so happy in those pictures and today, I made her sad.

I close my eyes in frustration.

"I'm a fool!" I screamed

I opened my eyes to see my guitar. I shot out of bed and realized what I was going to do, I'm going to write her a song. I stayed up almost all night writing this song for her.

But I didn't realize that I had fallen asleep and when I woke up it was already 8:52am

I shoot out of bed, grabbed my guitar and started running towards her house.

"Please be there, please" I started to whisper to myself

I get close to their house and see that her families car is still there.

I knock on the front door, my heart is completely racing.

The door finally opened and it was their maid.

"Are they still here? Can I see Jisoo, please?" I ask eagerly

"I'm sorry Mr.Park , they left early this morning around 7am, their flight was at 9" the maid says

"I'm too late" I say disappointed

"Ms.Kim did ask me to give you something" she says

She goes inside and comes back with an envelope

I look at letter and see that my name is writen on it.

To:Chanyeol

I take out my phone from my pocket and try to call her, but it goes straight to voicemail.

Tears start to form in my eyes and they fall down my face. I try to wipe them away on my long sleeve . The maid kindly let me into the house and I went straight to her room.

Empty. Its empty. Everythings gone.

I sit on her bed and began to open the letter.

Dear Chanyeol,

I knew youd come back eventually, but I just didn't know when.

You're probably feeling guilty right now from what happened between us. I don't want you to keep holding on to that because I understand why you were upset. I know I'd be upset if my best friend left me as well. This isn't forever Chanyeol, I will come back. Our maids family will be staying in the house and taking care of it while we are gone. Try and help as well.

I left you something outside in our backyard. Please take care of it until I come back home. If you ever miss me, you can always look at it and remember me and think of our good memeories.

Please keep writing music. Youre too talented to let your skills go to waste.

Anyway Its 2:03am right now and im starting to fall asleep. I know i wont see you when I leave, so goodbye Chanyeol. I'll see you when I come back.

Love, Jisoo

P.S. Please message me whenever you get the chance.

P.S.S. I love you Park Chanyeol

I put down the letter and start to walk towards the backyard. I look around and see a pot with my name on it. I smile and see that its her favorite flower, Peony.

I whisper to myself "I love you too Kim Jisoo"