Maybe This Time

Chapter 14

*Warning this chapter is very sensitive*

Jisoo's POV

"Are you ready to listen?" I ask Chanyeol

Chanyeol sits up, with Bakehyun and Sehun adjusting and moves over to the bed we're in and sit next to Chanyeol.

"You all act as if I'm going to tell you a bedtime story," I say

"But you are, just your life story," Baekhyun says

"Did you guys want to invite the other guys as well or what?" Sehun asks

"Let's just facetime them, it'll be a hassle to get them all in here because they'll take forever to get here and I just want to listen to this story," Chanyeol says

"Guys, did you ever think to ask me? I didn't say Baekhyun or Sehun could be here"I say pretending to be frustrated with them

"Ah sorry Jisoo," Baekhyn says as he gets up

"I'm just joking guys, I think you all need to hear this story just understand everything that's been happening with me, "I say

After about 10 minutes of waiting all the guys come into the room sitting on either bed and eventually on the floor because there was so many of them.

"Okay, is everyone ready?" I ask

Gosh, why do I really feel like a mom now than before, reading her kids a bedtime story?

Everyone was just giving me thumbs up to start.

"Gee where to begin?" I ask

"I guess it all started when my family decided to move here to America. I was a very antisocial child growing up and never really had friends growing except for Chanyeol. Chanyeol always tried to get me to be more fun, but in reality, I liked being at home, by myself, reading books. But when my family moved, I didn't have a friend anymore. It was hard to keep in touch with Chanyeol, especially with the time difference and the long distance thing, our friendship eventually became non-existent. I barely made any friends while I was in school. But to occupy my time, there was a music school, near my house and I went there every day, learning new instruments and eventually learning to sing and dance. And I won't lie, I was pretty good at all those things. The more things I did, the more confident I became. Two years later when I graduated high school, I didn't really know what I wanted to be so I just went to a community college, doing my general ed-classes. And there I took theater and eventually found my passion for acting. After years of being in the theater, I wanted to audition for an actual movie role as everyone in my class kept telling I was really good. But when I went for an audition to play for the main girl in the movie, they rejected me because I wasn't pretty, I was too fat, and I was Asian. So I had begun going to the gym every day, gave an actual crap about my daily skincare routine and cared about my appearance. And within about 6 months, I was a completely different person. My parents didn't even recognize me. And from there I went to more and more auditions, getting roles that I wanted because I changed myself. I got myself a manager And for about 4 years of just acting, Courtney offered that I should model and I did. And maybe fast forward about another year later, I met this model named Adam. He was an American model, I first saw him at Gala that I was invited to and that whole night we were just exchanging glances at each other from afar. It hadn't occurred to me that I haven't shown interest in a guy after how many years and Adam intrigued me. After the Gala, I didn't see him until a month after, at a runway show. He was one of the male models on the runway and we noticed each other right away. After the runways, I usually go home, but this night was different. He found me after the show, and the way he went out of his way to find me and meet me was the cutest gesture a girl could want."