Song for this chapter
You were never gone - Hannah Ellis
I recommend leaving it on repeat to get the full effect.
Lilliana's pov
3 months later
It still hasn't kicked in, how amazing it is to travel the world with the people you love most, cherishing every single moment of it. This has been the best year of my life and I know I'm 18 but I am truly blessed to have such amazing and unreal experiences with them.
It's a bright and sunny day, driving through the streets of Melbourne. I've always wanted to go to Australia and my dreams are finally coming true.
Ever since I was five years old, I'd always dream of going night surfing and walking on the beautiful white sand beaches with my one true love. Turns out that's Grayson
"You ready?" Grayson rests his hand on my thigh.
"Yeah, I think so"
Today I'd be making an appearance at tonight's show for the second time and I still get nerves.
Autumn and I go up at the Q & A part of the show where they can ask us questions about our relationships, selves, etc.... I love answering their questions and I love how the boys have such a passion for doing what they do.
"Hey, don't be nervous. They'll love you" he gives me a reassuring smile, stating that it'll be okay and everything will go as planned. I love the effect he has on me, he'll always make things better just by giving you that one smile and it's one that I'll keep in the frame of my mind forever.
"We're here" the tour bus driver says.
We smile and give him our thank you's as we get off the bus and run into the back door, leading to the backstage dressing rooms
We hear multiple screams saying "I love you" and "can we get a picture?" I personally don't mind taking pictures with people as long as they're nice about it. I love all of mine and the twins fans, but some can come across as a bit rude sometimes. Majority of their fan base is so sweet and I wish I could take a photo or talk to each and every single one of them. Unfortunately that can't happen in reality.
I had a weird gut feeling walking on to the stage, telling me to get out of this place and I usually trust what my gut feeling says but I had to ignore it for the sake of the show.
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Grayson's pov (after show)
I had a bad gut feeling going on to that stage, something telling me to just get up and run out of there...I know that they felt uncomfortable out there too because I could see it on their faces. Especially Lilly and Ethan.
Ethan and I trust our gut feelings and I know Lilly does too but we couldn't leave, for the sake of the show.
"We're ready when you are" Kyle says walking into Ethan and i's dressing room.
We got Lilly and Autumn their own dressing room this time because we thought that they would want to hang out a bit after the show.
I put on my Melbourne hoodie and my roots sweatpants and get Ethan who is passed out on the couch. I guess he was tired.
"E, wake up, we need to go check up on the girls before the meet and greet" I shake him, making him jump up from his deep sleep.
"Huh?" He says rubbing his eyes.
"C'mon" I say walking towards the door.
We were just walking out the door when I heard a loud bang. Just like a gun shot
All I can think about is getting to Lilly and Autumn on time, Fuck...
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Hey, I'm doing a double update because I felt bad about not being back for so long. I left you guys on a cliffhanger...sorry 🤧 looking forward to ending this book but I'm sad but since I'm almost done this book, there's a new one coming out that is already planned and may or may not have a sequel 😏🤔 coming soon....
