Song for this chapter
I fall apart - post Malone
I Recommend playing it on replay to get the full effect :)
Ethan's pov
I've never seen Autumn and Grayson so sad and worried in their entire lives. I don't think I've ever been this worried either. We don't know what will happen next or if anything will happen.
She may not get to say 'I love you' one last time to us, and she may not be able to make it out if this hospital alive. All we can do right now is hope and pray.
Grayson loved her so much, he loved her so much that he'd drop anything just to go see her. It doesn't matter if they were at home watching movies or going out on hikes at 5am to watch the sunrise, Grayson would do anything for her and if he lost her.... I don't know what he'd do.
I can't see him like this again, I can't watch him suffer an other minute.
Grayson's pov
Watching her go, I broke down. If she doesn't make it.... I don't know what I'll do.
I slid my back down the white wall, running my hands through my hair, the smell of the hospital was saddening, the air around me was dry and eerie. Everyone seemed to be sad, no one was smiling, no one was happy and no one looked like they wanted to be here, who does?
No one likes getting bad news, no one likes suffering. I don't want to suffer, but I know that either way I'm going to. My heart will be broken, I won't be happy and I won't love anyone more than I loved Lilly.
She was my one and only, I've never met anyone more kind, caring and supportive than Her. She was always there to have my back and when I needed someone and she was there to put me back together when no one else could.
I just sit, waiting and expecting the worst. Crying into my palms against the wall. hearing others crying and hearing bad news about their family members, made me deepen my thoughts of what I wanted us to be.
I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her, I wanted to one day own a house with her, a house with black brick walls and wooden details, white, marbled counters and granite cabinets just as she wanted. I would've proposed in the streets of Venice, as she had always dreamed of going there one day. And we would've started a family of our own and had children, one boy and two girls.
Most importantly, I would've loved her more than anyone else in this entire world, sounds cliche but I'd walk to the edge of the world for this girl.
But now, I may never get the chance to...
"Hey, gray?" Ethan shakes me out of my train of thought.
"Yea, E?" I mumble, wiping the tears with my hoodie sleeve that is now stained with blood.
" I-I have some news I-It's about Lilly, She's u-uh shes..." he stutters, tears running down his face.
"Spit it out Ethan, what's wrong with her?" Autumn says with a worried look on her face.
A nurse walks out, she looked young. With brown, curly hair and blue eyes, taking a clipboard out and a pencil from behind her ear.
"I'm sorry to inform you, mr. Dolan but your girlfriend, miss Mckalister has been in a coma the last hour. There's little chance that she will wake up, I am very, very sorry" she gives us a worried look.
"You May see her now if you'd like"
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Cliffhanger whoops sorry :"(
This book is coming to an end and I'm pretty sad about it but I'm so happy with how many people are enjoying and reading my book, I love y'all 🌷
