When Does It Goes Away (Laurmani)

I Hate You, I Love You

A/N: A special shout out to LaurmaniClexaShipper and my daughter/ niece JarianaSlays_Mia for helping me with this chapter.

Lauren doesn't know how long Normani has been crying since she snuck over to see the brunette beauty.

It broke Lauren heart just seeing her in so much pain that she caused. She never thought in a million years that she would hurt the love of her life like this. Normani means everything to her she's the only girl she could see her life with, the whole nine yards. The big white house the picket fence the dog two or three kids two car garage she just wanted to make her happy but now she would never get the chance to, all because of Dinah Jane Hansen.

"I'm sorry," Lauren kept on repeating while she was rubbing the younger girl's back as she cries.

It wasn't until Normani realize that the person who was comforting her was Lauren and she was the one who caused her the pain she's feeling now.

"Lauren I think you should leave." Normani said all while sniffing as she's rolls over and getting out of bed.

"But I-I don't wanna leave." Lauren said above a whisper while look at her with a sad look on her face

It's 4 o'clock in the morning almost 5 and Normani didn't feel like arguing with the Latina about her leaving and she didn't want to risk a chance to wake up her father. She just wanted to be by herself and just forget everything altogether. About Lauren, about Dinah being a backstabbing best friend who slept with her true love and got knocked up and lied about the baby father.

Standing on the other side of the room Normani had ran her fingers through her hair while staring at the Latina. She was feeling hurting and betrayed and all her anger just came back and hit her like a ton of bricks.

"I hate you, I hate you!" Normani said over and over as she rushed over and started pushing and hitting Lauren.

Lauren couldn't do anything but take the hits the brunette was giving to her. She was the one the caused all the pain she's feeling now.

"I hate you!" Normani said finally breaking down to her knees while the Latina was holding her.

"I'm sorry," The Latina said rocking back and forth with the brunette beauty in her arms.

There's nothing Lauren could do and if Normani doesn't want her there she might as well leave before she ends up dead in a ditch somewhere and no one would found her body.

After Normani cries softened stop the green eyed beauty scooped up the brunette bridal style and carried her to her bed. Normani didn't want to be alone and keep replaying everything all over again.

"I'm sorry," Lauren said once again after she pulled the covers over Normani's body and placing a kiss to her forehead.

Just as Lauren was about to turn away from Normani, Normani grabbed a hold of the Latina arm and pulled her down on top of her and kissed her. Lauren was caught off guard by it but she couldn't stop herself and kissed back anyways.

"Wait," the green eyed beauty said stopping herself when air became a problem while Normani was reaching down for Baby Jauregui. Normani wanted to feel it and she wanted to feel it now.

"What?"

"No-nothing,"Lauren said stuttering but she didn't want her like this just because she feels sorry for herself and when not even fifteen minutes ago she was just hitting her and saying she hate her."I-I gotta go." The Latina said standing up while fixing her "friend" who was painful getting hard.