You are never alone. {ON HOLD}

chapter 8

her jaw lightly dropped, she put her hand for her mouth when I was still talking, it seemed it took ages until she answered. I looked at her with a hopefull look, my heart was beating so fast cause she wasn't replying, my hands were shaking, and smile dissapeared.. "please" I said quietly, she put her hand away and I saw a wide smile on her face, from ear to ear, when she nodded heavily "y-y-yes" - "yes !" she repeated, it took couple seconds before I realized what she said, "can I have your hand ?" I asked her, she gave me her hand and I put the beautiful ring around her finger, I finally stood up and kissed her passionately followed by a tight hug, I had to hold my tears. 

We staid on the top of the Eiffel tower for a while, but when it got too cold we walked around in Paris, had a drink somewhere and then went back to our hotel. Where we packed out, and...

Zayn's POV:

It was raining today, I sat in the porch looking outside in my grandmother her old rocking chair with a blanket laid over me, since Chantal broke up, something in me changed, I don't know what, but I feel bad and I prefer being inside then outside.

I decided to stay at my granny her place for a while, it's so peacefull here and she always helps me. 

Someone took my out of my thoughts by tapping on my shoulder, I looked up and it was my grandma. She was holding a cup and handed it to me as she rubbed my head, I took it and saw it was my favourite tea. I smiled thankfull to her, "someone called for you" she said, who ?" I questioned short,  "It was one of your friends, Liam" she replied, "what did you say ?" - "I told him you were tired and couldn't pick up, that you would call back later when you woke up" she said, how did she know I didn't want to speak anyone ? She knows me too well, she smiled and left again. I watched the rain and drank my tea.

I heard the doorbell ringing, my grandma opened it. I heard her talking but I couldn't understand what she was saying, "Zayn, someone wants to see you" she said, I turned around and saw Rash standing, did she really came the whole way to Bradford ? I jumped up, and nodded to my grandma as she left, as soon as she was gone I pulled Rash into a tight hug "how did you knew where I was ?" I asked her, she smiled and took a seat on the other chair as I sat back in the old rocking chair "I called you on your phone multiple times but you didn't pick up, I told myself to leave you alone, but I couldn't. Something wasn't normal, so I went to your house to see if you were there, but your mom told me you left to your grandma. Later I met your younger sister in the supermarket, we talked for a while in Starbucks. She told me what brought you here, then I asked the place where your grandma lives, she explained it to me and I immediately came here" she explained, I smiled widely to her, she's the first person who actually makes me smile, she's like my personal sunshine. We talked for a long time, we didn't even noticed it was already dark outside. I smelled my grandma was making my favourite dish, "you wanna stay for dinner ?" my grandma questioned from the kitchen, I looked hopefull to Rash who smiled "yeah sure, I'd love to" she said smiling, we watched some TV and then we had dinner together. My grandma and Rash really get along "you should come here more often with Zayn" she said, Rash smiled at her and nodded "Alright, we'll do that" she replied, after dinner I looked what it was "ehm..would you mind staying over to sleep ?" I asked her, she gave me a confused look, I looked at the watch, which she did too "oh.." she said, I nodded at her, 11.30pm , she couldn't go back home right now. She pulled up her shoulders and smiled 

"Luckily we have an extra room" I heard grandma saying while I was having a quick shower and she and Rash where making Rash her bed together. I looked at myself in the mirror and a smile appeared on my face when I heard Rash laughing, I sighed deeply "Maybe you can give it a chance between you and Rash now" I remembered Liam's words, maybe he was right.. Rash has always been more than a friend to me, she always had a special place in my heart for some reason.