The Reuion

A Friend Once And For All

                MAGNUS POV

"Vici...wake up, my sunshine." I whispered softly and kissed her cheeks. It was already 10am and she was still asleep. I didn't want to wake her up but she wouldn't be able to to sleep tonight if she woke up later. "Hm...10 more minutes." She groaned and turned to the other side. "I made breakfast...isn't our baby hungry?" I asked her and she sighed sleepily. "Starving." She answered and turned to look at me. I pressed a kiss on her lips and a smile crossed her face. "Good morning, babe." She said sleepily and sat up a little. "Good morning. I was about to call Izzy and tell her we won't  come to the party." I explained and she shook her head. "No. You can go...you were so happy to see Alec again." She dissagreed and I laid a hand on her cheek. "But I have to be here for you. When you need something I want to be here and you shouldn't be alone now." I answered and she placed a hand over mine on her cheek. "I will call mum and you will go to the dinner. I'm maybe chained to the bed but you can go." She smiled and I nodded even I wasn't 100% sure but I wanted to see Alec again. Last night I fall asleep with the thought of Alec and since there he was all I could think about. I should think about Vici but Alec was like a little mouse who sneaked in my thoughts when I wasn't careful enough. He told me all these years ago that we were done but now it felt not like that. It felt like we could really be friends again and that was more than enough for me at the moment...I mean forever. "Mags?" Vici pulled me out of my thoughts and I shook my head to come back to reality. "Sorry what did you say?" I asked her and she frowened. "I was saying that I am hungry and if it would be okay for you to bring me something." She answered and I could feel she was a little bit mad but I couldn't complaine about that. I got lost in my thoughts a lot and when she asked me what I was thinking about I told her that I was thinking about nothing. I couldn't tell her that I was thinking about Alec most of the time and to lie to her wasn't a good idea either. "I will bring you the breakfast which I already prepared and then I will lay down next to you again. I called Izzy just to tell her that I will take two days off to be here for you." I answered and she smiled again. "Really? I mean you never cancled a day for me." Victoria said and I knew she was right. I never took a day off for her and always put my work first but yesterday opened my eyes. "I will change that." I said softly and placed a kiss on her forehead before I went to the kitchen. When I came back she was sitting in the bed and leaned her back against the wall with a smile. "Awww Mags, this looks so sweet." She giggled when she saw the heart pancakes. In the last few days my heart was full of love I just couldn't tell really for who this love was. "Thank you." Victoria said shyly while she started to eat. "Vic, how often do I have to tell you. You never have to say thank you to me." I said softly and she kissed my cheek quickly. "Mmmhhh....I could eat thousands of them." Vici moaned and I chuckled. This woman was perfect for me she was kind, she was funny and she loved me really but why didn't it feel 100% right then? I watched her while she ate but like everytime my thoughts went back to Alec and how happy he was with Riley. I was happy with Vici and this is what I told myself at least ten times a day to believe myself. "I will just take a quick shower, okay?" I asked her and she only nodded with a full mouth. I went to the bathroom and freed myself quickly from my cloths. I stepped under the hot water and took the showergel on my palm. I started to wash my chest and my hand wandered down. I leand back against the wall and touched my lower area while I closed my eyes. I started to stroke with my hand up and down then I saw it...hazel eyes. Wait...hazel? What the hell, Vic has brown eyes. I snapped my eyes open and turned the water quickly cold to calm myself down. I knew damn well who I was thinking about but this was crazy...too crazy. Why should I think about him while...well...doing it myself? Why was I even doing it myself? I was going insane but the cold water calmed me down a little and I took deep breaths. After 5 more minutes I turned off the shower and got out of it. To be honest I felt dirtier than before but I just could suppress and forget it. I dried myself and I stood a little bit besides me but I put myself together. Right now would be a perfect moment to get drunk but I couldn't and I knew it would be a bad idea anyway. I looked in the mirror and felt a bit discussed by myself because of what I did. My pregnant girlfriend was a room away and I was thinking about someone else while giving myself a handjob. Again my thoughts went back to Alec and how happy he was. Probably he would be awake now and did god knew what with Riley. I couldn't do anything else than walking to the bedroom and lay down next to Vic and hope that everything would be okay.