The Reuion

I Hate You

MAGNUS POV

I stayed quiet the whole drive because I was actually a bit shocked about Adens action. It scared me and I was glad Max could stop him because I didn't have an idea what to do in that moment. Also the whole thing made me questioning a few things about Alec and Riley. Max said he never noticed anything and so did I. Aden was always happy and smiled but I guess this was all show to hide how broken he really was. What if Alec does the same? What if he is hiding something like that too? What made me even more suspective was that he looked at Riley the whole time with this worried almost scared face. I didn't know what I should do but if Riley is really hurting Alec I had to protect Alec. We finally areived at the house and Max carried Aden to his room. I was proud of Max because he was such a gentelman and kind. "Don't be so hard on him." I heard Riley saying and frowned. Why did he look so sad? "Want a coffee?" Alec suddenly asked and I blinked a few times. "Yeah, I would like that." I answered with a little smile and we walked inside the house. "I will just use the toilet. I'll be right back." I said because I really had to pee and I needed to think. What if Riley is hurting Alec? How should I help him? When I was done with peeing I heard Alec and Riley talking and suddenly a loud bang and I ran to the kitchen. Riley was on the top of Alec and pressed Alecs hand down on the ground. I was shocked and I only saw that Riley was hurting Alec. I ran to them and pulled Riley off from Alec who looked confused and mad at me. "Get the hell away from him." I yelled at Riley who flinched back. "What the hell? Magnus!" Alec yelled and rushed to Riley who looked at me frozen. "Alexander, it's okay. You don't need to hide it anymore and there is nothing to be ashamed of." I said softly and Alec looked at me with a confused face. "Are you out of mind? What should I hide and why are you so rude to him?" Alec asked angryily and wrapped his arms around Riley who looked like he would cry every second. "I know he is hurting you and what ever he says it is not your fault." I answered because I knew people who were in violent relationships often think it is their fault. "Are you fucking serious I would never hurt him. I love him!" Riley suddenly snapped and I glared at him. "Yeah yeah. I don't believe you! I saw his bruises and I won't let you hurt him again." I yelled and Riley looked at Alec who was red from anger. "Magnus, Riley never hurt me. The bruises are from kickboxing which I do since I'm 15 and you know that." Alec said and tried to stay calm but I didn't believe him. When should he be kickboxing? "You don't need to lie anymore. I'll help you to get away from him." I answered and Riley started to cry which made me angry. He was the one who hurt Aleg why should he cry now? "You don't have to cry, pretty face. You aren't the one who gets hurt." I snapped and Alec looked at me with a what the fuck face. "I'm the one who always got hurt! You don't even know me but I love, Alec and hurting him would be the last thing I would do. Just because you love him doesn't mean you have to be so mean to him!" Riley shouted and I froze. Did he yell I love Alec? "Don't look like it is shocking! I saw how you look at him and I was quiet but I can't...not if you say things like that! Just because you can't have him doesn't mean you have to be mean to me because I did nothing that would ever hurt him! You should have thought about it before you broke his heart and now you think you can get him back like that? I hope Alec isn't stupid enough to do that." Riley shouted at me and I was close to cry. How could I be so stupid and mean to the one Alec loved. I was stupid to think Riley would ever hurt Alec. "Riley...I'm...I'm sorry." I stuttered and Riley took a deep breath. "Not all the apologiys in the world would be enough for me to forgive you. You are in love with Alec and I don't want him to be with you even just as friends. Alexander, I'm sorry but you have to choose. Me or him." Riley suddenly said and my heart stopped. He just told Alec how I felt for him and I was scared to death for his answer. "Ale...Alec." I asked with a low voice and Alec just looked at me with glassy eyes. I was so close to cry because I was so scared to lose him. "Fine. I see you will always choose him." Riley sighed and pulled away from Alec. Riley ran out of the room and probably upstairs. Alec looked at me and walked slowly towards me with a weak smile. Would he choose me? My heart almsot beat out of my chest and my breath was quick. Alec stopped when we were only inches apart and he looked directly in my eyes. "You ruined my life once. I won't let this happen again. Now go and don't ever come back. I hate you, Magnus and if anyone talk with me about you again I hope it is because you are dead." Alec said with a cold voice and tears ran down my cheek. I was speechless and didn't know what to do. It felt like my heart was ripped out of my chest and thrown on the floor. 'He hates me.' 'He wants me dead.' I thought and more tears escaped my eyes.  "I hope you will be happy." I sniffed and ran to the front door. I closed the door behind me and looked at the street. The street looked blury because of my tears and it was hard to breath without sobbing. I lost him. I lost the one person I really loved and he hated me. I walked to my car with a tear stream down my face and sat inside my car. "You stupid stupid idiot." I yelled and punched with my fist against the steering wheel. "You are stupid." I yelled to no one and started the car. I wanted to go home and never come out again. What should I tell Vici? Nothing? Everything? My head was hurting and my heart ached terrible. I drove down the street while I cried and sobbed quietly to myself. I lost my best friend. I lost Alec. It felt like my whole world crashed down. This should be the worst day in my whole life and the next thing was just the cherry on it. How could I be so stupid and hurt Alec like that? How could I ever think Riley would hurt him? Why didn't I believe him that he had bruises from kickboxing? I think nothing in the whole world hurt more like what I felt right now. When he said he hate me something inside of me died and I knew it would never come back to life. I loved him and this was the best and at the same time the worst thing that could ever happen to me. Why did I have to be so stupid? I loved him and I never wanted to hurt him but I did. The look in his eyes when he told me I ruined his life broke my heart into thousand pices. I lost my best friend not only once I lost him twice and this time would be forever. You know that feeling when the one person you thought you would never leave you actually leaves? It's like someone stabs you with a knife but slowly and painful. "I hate myself." I yelled while I drove to my house and tried to stop the tears but they didn't stop to fall. Right now Alec would tell Riley he chose him and they would be happy maybe even have sex and I was here. Crying my eyes out because of someone I probably already lost years ago. I areived at my house and just hoped Vici would leave me in peace. Remembered when I told you if one  lie came out the whole cardhouse would crash down? This was the moment and it would break me. I took a few deep breaths and dried my tears and then I got out of my car. Every step I took was so hard and I felt like I would die every second. How should I be a father if I was broken? I opened our front door and walked slowly inside the house. Everything was death silence and there everything felt weird. "Vici? You're there?" I yelled through the house but I didn't got an answer. "Vici?" I yelled again and walked to the kitchen where I found a white little letter. I took the letter and when I read it I wanted to die right where I stood. How could she do this to me?

Dear Magnus,
You aren't the father because Andrew is it and I love him. I always loved him you were only my compromise solution and I never really loved you. I needed to make you believe me that I loved you so my child would be okay but now Andrew is back. I don't need you anymore, Magnus and you have to be honest you are glad that the child isn't yours.
~ Victoria.

What the hell? She lied to me like that? She made all this just because Andrew didn't want her? She was wrong. The child was maybe not my wish but it was everything I had and now it was also gone. My brain felt like explodining and this was all way to much. I had to get out of this. I had to get out of this as fast as I could. I ran out of my house and sat back in my car. My whole life was a lie and now everything was breaking apart. I was alone and I had no one. No one would miss me and no one would be sad if I leave this place. I didn't really realize everything that happen because it was too much for me. I wanted to go to Alec...to my best friend but he hated me. Vici never loved me and even I was unhonest this hurt like hell. I needed to end this. I needed to end this pain and I wanted to see one person I missed so bad. I wanted to see my dad and there was only one way to see him again. My dad would have been here for me if he had been still here and I wanted him back so badly. There was one way that would give me him back and at the same time it would end this pain. I typed in a number on my carphone because if I took this way I had to do that for him. The phone rang exactly 3 times and then he picked it up. "Magnus...what the hell happened?" Max asked furiously and I cried more. "Max, I am so sorry for all the trouble I caused and I really regret what I did. I just want to call you and say goodbye to you." I sniffed and Max was quiet for a few seconds. "Magnus, where are you going?" He asked me confused and I smiled sadly. "I will say hello from you to your dad." I cried and saw a tree a few meters away from me on the left side. There was no car on this street and there wouldn't be one probably for a few hourse. "Magnus...what are you talking about? You are scaring me. Come back and we will figure it out." Max started to cry and I smiled to myself. He though we could figure it out but I knew we couldn't and I was lost. "I love you, Maxi but I need to go to my dad. I hope you and Aden will be happy. Goodbye, Max." I said with a weak smile and steered my car in
the direction of the tree. "Magnussss." Max yelled and then there was a loud bang before everything became black for me. But I felt no pain and this was what I wanted...

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