The Things She Thought

i shouldve said

You asked me to write you something to wake up to and of course, I will so here goes. Where do I even begin? You're just so amazing that I could go on forever. You're literally my bestest friend, there's no one I trust more and no one I love more. And you've got this amazing personality, like you're smart, and funny, and flirty, and adorable all at once. Sometimes it's too much to handle, you being so perfect. Maybe not perfect, perfectly imperfect I guess, and that makes you perfect to me. Even when you're distant or mad or dealing with your past, I still love you and I still think you're amazing. I try to tell you how proud of you I am but I feel like I never can say it enough. I've watched you grow so much from the kid I first became friends with. Even if you've made some questionable choices, you've always owned up to them and it's just so crazy to have witnessed you becoming this gorgeous person inside and out. I tell you I love you but I don't say it enough and there are not enough words to explain how much I really do. You mean everything to me. I love you to pieces, every broken and whole part of you. I don't know what I'd do without you. Your different laughs, your smile, the faces you make at me, your sleepy voice, your flirting, your personality, everything about you I love. You changed my life the first day of high school when you pulled on my bookbag and scared the crap out of me. I was going to just go through the year without friends or whatever and poof. There you were, you really are my knight in shining blue jeans. I wouldn't want it any other way either because this fairytale is quite perfectly unfolding if you ask me. I can't wait to see you and give you one of those hugs where I jump on you and wrap my legs around you and give you the biggest hug. Also can't wait for cuddles and making memories and taking pictures and being cute and stupid all at the same time.. I miss you a lot. and I really love you so much. Think about it like this: I'd say I loved you to the moon and back but that's not a good comparison because it's measurable. I love you more than the number of words and combinations they could be put in to explain it. I love you past the end of the universe. I guess the simplest way to put it is I love you deeply and widely and endlessly.