Flashback
‘ So what’s the matter?’ My best friend asked me.
We were currently sitting at the attic off my house where we hung out most of the time.
‘ What makes you say something is wrong?’ I asked her.
‘ Well I don’t know Alex, ’ she told me sarcastic. ’ maybe because you told me there was something bothering you yesterday??’
I knew I should tell her what was bothering me but I was nervous about how she was going to react.
So I decided I would redirect the attention to her for a few more minutes. Just until I felt ready.
‘ Well you first’ I told her ‘ You had to tell me something as well.’
At first she looked like she was going to argue with me but after a while she seemed to have given up and eventually she looked at me excited and ... embarrassed ?!
She even began to blush!! Why would she blush?
Unless she and Dave decided to do some naughty things together.
I couldn’t help but grin.
‘ Raven oh my God did you... did you do it with Dave!’ I yelled out while continuing to grin.
She pressed her hand on my mouth to shut me up.
‘ Maybe...’ She told me whilst still blushing.
I gave her a look.
‘ Ok yes this saturday’ she blurted out ‘ his parents were gone and yeah well bye bye virgin Raven’
Dave and Raven have been together for almost 8 months and when you saw them together you could clearly tell they were madly in love.
I had figured it was only a matter of time before they would actually do it.
Their relationship had me often wishing I had someone...
‘ Euh i’m happy for you?’ I told her.
Hey what would you say to your friend when she just told her she lost her virginity?
We looked at each other and burst out laughing.
‘ Ok ok’ I admitted ‘ I don’t really know what to say.’
Now we looked at each other awkwardly. I decided to break the tension.
‘ So did Dave plan something?’
After this question she began to give me a fully detailed report of the evening.
Actually too detailed...
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After my 10th laughing fit ( Raven just told me the story about how her and Dave had bought condoms ) Raven suddenly remembered the other reason why she was here.
‘ Hey Alex, what about you? What did you have tell me? What is bothering you?'
‘Huh...’ I tried to act like I didn’t have a clue about what she was talking.
‘Oh no Alexandra Vino Davids you’re going to tell me what is going on! I’m worried about you.’
After her speech she crossed her arms and gave me the’don’t-mess-with-me’ look.
I sighed and began to play with the zipper of my sweater
I was still nervous about telling her that I liked girls but I figured I should just throw it out and hope for the best.
‘Raven well I... I like girls, like like I mean’
After a few minutes of silence and me looking down I tilled my head back to look her in the eyes. She looked like she was in deep thoughts and after another minute or so she asked me when I knew I was into girls.
‘ To be honest I have for a while but it was last year I really realised I checked out mostly girls and I didn't really feel something when I was in a relationship with any os my ex’s’
She asked me a few more questions and I realised I was happy that I could talk with someone about me being gay.
It’s not that my parents are really homophobic but I still didn’t know how they would react if they knew their little girl was gay.
‘So what’s your type?’ Raven asked jokingly. She also answered her own question. ‘ Blond with big boobs !!’ I grabbed a pillow and started hitting her with it. I knew she was joking and I was glad she did, it lifted up the serious atmosphere
But there was actually this one girl I really had feelings for she has half-long straight black hair, beautiful green-brown eyes and I had noticed she had a tongue-piercing which was very sexy.
She sat on my bus every single day but I didn’t dare to talk to her so Yeah...
Raven must have noticed that I was looking worried and sad because she came over to me and gave me a hug while she muttered: ‘ I will always be your best friend Alex, no matter who you like.’
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RandomAlex is just an ordinary girl who unintentionally decided to be at wrong place at the wrong time. But even a bad situation can bring someone happiness.