Letters to Theo if he were the Night and Vincent were my Mind

I fall in love easily.

I like pop music

And going hiking.

I don't sleep enough.

I hate what you did to me.

Maybe I'm afraid to fall in love.

I love my mom.

I don't believe in religion.

I wish you were dead.

I believe in God.

I miss my mom.

I like to travel

And go to concerts.

I'm in love with my friend.

You are the first person I've wished dead.

I've fallen in love twice.

I don't think about my mom.

I forget to do laundry

And sleep more than I should.

I miss my mom.

I fell in love with someone else while I was still with you.

I question religion.

He doesn't love me.

I write when I'm sad.

I cried while you touched me.

I thought it wasn't rape because I didn't say no.

I hate myself because I loved you.

I miss my mom.

I still think about you.

I wish I didnt think about you.

I still cry over you.

I don't think about my mom.

I wonder if God loves my mom as much as I do.

I wonder if I will go to Hell.

It was rape.

I miss my mom.

I wonder if my soul exists.

I don't believe in religion.

I like spending time with my dad.

I like to write

And I like to be hugged.

I wonder if I am a good person.

I think I am falling out of love.

My cat loves me.

Sometimes my dad makes me cry.

I don't think about my mom.

I talk to God.

I don't laugh as much as I used to.

I wonder if I am a good person.

I'm failing my classes.

I haven't been to church in 6 years.

I don't cry as much as I should.

I miss my mom.

I don't believe in religion.

I wish you were dead.

I wonder if I will go to Hell.

I don't know if God is listening.

I wish my mom were here.

I blamed myself.

I still do.

I like intelligent people

And getting drunk.

I don't think about you when I'm drunk. 

I hate you.

I wonder if I am a good person.

Sometimes God is all I have.

I cry too much.

I miss my mom.

I wonder if I will go to Hell.

I write when I'm sad.

My cat loves me.

I want to laugh again.

I believe in God.

I feel alone a lot.

I sleep more than I should.

I wonder if I am a good person.

I have failed 4 classes.

I wonder if I am good enough.

I wonder if I will go to Hell.

I don't think about my mom.