Too Close To Love

Fluttering hyper-actively in my chest, my heart was a butterfly, wildly beating for the five beautiful boys that gazed in awe. It was as if no one else was there, by the glow on my face and my short breaths, my heart may as well have been raving along to 'What Makes You Beautiful'...

Baby you light up my world like nobody else..

His cheeky grin and his Irish charm dazzled me,his eyes sparkled..

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed..

A flash of curls bounced around as his voice wavered, dimples growing

But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell..

His gorgeous hazel eyes danced as he pranced around biting his lip..

You don't know..

His sensible face grew warmly, and his trainers squeaked as he flew around to chase the boys

Oh Oh..

He chuckled, eyes smiling with his silly dance moves

You don't know you're beautiful,

Their perfect lips made an 'O' shape as their cheeks warmed. Their never ending smiles were solely for me, as their eyes twinkled, their baby faces had changed for the better.

Whispering softly, the wind whirred around me, causing my golden brown waves to tumble wildly around my face. A small giggle escaped my pink lips as I pranced along the lake. The soft folds of green grass enveloped me as I breathed in the strong smell of tulips and buttercups. Ireland was beautiful. As a child, I'd always been fixated with Ireland, with my big green eyes, and my sunny personality, I'd felt that I belonged. I ran my hand along the array of blooming green clovers and sighed contently. This was what I wanted, was it not? I couldn't help but feel that something was missing in my life, and now that my journey had started... I was on a mission to find whatever or whoever it was, and capture it in my heart forever.

"Lily!" "Lily over here.." "Darlin' you forgot something.."

My heart flopped as I saw him running slowly, cheeks bright red as his blue eyes focused intently. As he reached me his gentle face broke out into a smile which turned my heart upside down. I placed my small hand on his cheek as he grinned further, slowly taking my outstretched hand, the one carrying a red tulip.

"Come on, its just through here! Promise me you won't leave without it again..!" Slowly tugging my arm, he didn't even need an answer as his eyebrows furrowed again, trying to work out where we were. A huge crowd swarmed towards us, suddenly crowding round the studio waiting for the their idols to leave the building. He was so focused on keeping hold of me, that we ended up drifting towards the far end of the road in the midst of the mass of people that had suddenly appeared. His frantic eyes searched mine pleadingly, and he started to bite his bottom lip, worry evident on his face. My heart sank once again as I saw him upset, I couldn't bare it. I squeezed his hand gently, re-assuring him as he tried desperately to work out where he was going to take me. He'd got so excited, that the thought had obviously passed his mind. I smiled deep down in the back of my mind, knowing that it would give me another reason return back to Ireland, when he finally found out what I'd left behind.

"Sweetie,I'm not sure if you realised but I really,really have to go" a distraught look flashed across his face, my despair evident. I pulled him in for a gentle hug, his arms wrapping protectively over my shoulders. I sighed contently, inhaling his sweet floral smell, my mind whirring back to that day in the field, my first day in Ireland.