The power of the pen: malec au

Ch. 1

a/n: last nights episode fucked me up.

Alec Pov

he followed magnus behind the school, only looking back to see jace laughing at him.
        "um... what did you, um, want to talk to me about?", he asked nervously, magnus only smirked in return. magnus kept taking small steps towards alec, and alec instinctively backed up, until he made contact with the brick wall behind him.
        "well, i couldn't help but notice you staring at me."
         "w-when... when was i staring at you?"
      "welllllll", magnus dragged it out, " just a minute ago before i spoke to you, in english class, and a dozen other times before then." magnus laughed. alec could feel his face getting  hot and he knew he was blushing. he kept trying to back up as magnus got closer, their faces now only inches apart.
alec felt magnus' breath against his own, and damn, he wanted to kiss him right then and there; but he knew better, magnus was a fuckboy. he had a new boyfriend or girlfriend every week, he fucked them and left them, alec knew this. that didn't stop him from still wanting to kiss magnus.
"you know, i can see you staring at my lips?", magnus laughed. the blush on alec's face darkened.
"it's like you can't help yourself, but it's okay because i stare too. i stare at your blue puppy dog eyes, your messy black hair, your beautiful structure. i listen to you laugh, and when you stutter when asked questions, or that whiny voice you do when jace is making fun of you. i notice alec, i don't want to, but i do. i don't know what it is about you, but i notice."
magnus leaned in closed closing that gap between him and alec. a million questions went through alec's mind as his lip made contact with magnus'.
what about my soulmate? does he even really like me? what is everyone going to think of me? i'm not gay, am i?
alec had his hands on magnus' neck and face, he was enjoying this. this kiss was passionate but hesitant. hesitant because alec didn't want to betray his soulmate, and because magnus didn't know how far he could take this or if he could stop himself.
alec wasn't like this, kissing behind the school and not caring, it's not who he is. yet he did it relentlessly, not caring, engulfed in the kiss. magnus moved his hands lower, close to alec's ass.

Magnus POV

magnus has no clue how far he could get with this kiss, but he was trying. moving his hands lower, deepening the kiss, doing anything in his power to get alec under his control. maybe he was enjoying this too much, but he wasn't concerned about that right now. all he was concerned about was the boy he had pinned to the wall. alec was so fucking hot abs magnus couldn't contain himself.
it was getting extremely hot so magnus made the bold decision to take his jacket off, exposing his soulmate's art. suddenly alec pushed magnus off of him staring.
"what, what is it alec?

A/N: oooo a cliffhanger , this story is so shit ugh🙄 well until next chapter 🤘