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And today I will die in your arms. I know you don't want it but this is my future. I have organised it a lot of days ago. Every step. Every single detail. And I know it hurts. It hurts a forever without you, but your arm wasn't strong enough to save me. When I met you I was already dead. And then you came to change my plans . Too bad. The only thing you managed was to give me some moments of happiness. Now I am going to die with a smile on my face and you are responsible for that. You know, I thought of something. I want to die in your arms. The last thing I want to feel is neither the cold floor nor an indifferent bed. No, I m not that strong. I want to kiss you, touch you for a last time. You will not understand it then. However, I think that deep inside you are waiting for it . You know that the good endings are not for us but your hope is still there. I told you I m destroyed but you decided to become a part of my life. You can't understand how courageous is that now. You gave me everything and I gave you nothing in return. So that s my present : my last thought it will be you,my last whisper will be your name and in the very end , I will devote my last breath to you . I owe to you, and this is my payment. Just one last thing; let me take some of the lighting your eyes have. I don't want to die in the dark