BMC/DEH one shots

Treebros-Suicide

Connor's POV

  You're useless in this world. You should just kill yourself. You have nothing to live on for.

No one would ever take you in.

Those are the words that kept repeating in my head all day. So today marked the day I would be commiting suicide. I haven't told anyone and no one would even care. But..... There are some people that would be missing me. Evan, Michael, Jeremy. They all treat me better than my actual family. They are like my lonely brothers. I guess they will be the only ones missing me. (I'm sorry you guys.)

It was the last hour of the day and I was walking through the halls to the restroom that no one uses. Not even the custodians go back there. It is the perfect place. I have been planning this day since the beginning of the year. It's March right now.
I had the rope in my backpack. I knew that no one would ever go back here, so it the perfect place. No one would suspect anything.

I had tied the rope to the roof and I had my neck through the loop. I stood on the toilet and I was about to jump when suddenly.

"Connor!"

I turned my head and saw my friends staring up at me. I was about to ask them why there here, but I accidentally jumped. They all ran into my stall and tried to get the rope off. It was taking forever and my vision was leaving me. I thought I was taking my last breaths, but then the rope was taken from my neck. I fell down to the ground, panting for air while the guys  hugged me. "Why.... Are you guys here?" I asked, trying to catch my breath. Evan pulled away and said, "We saw you coming back here and we suspected something. Connor, why are you doing this?" I tried to look Evan in the eye, but I can't. These guys just saw on of their friends try to commit suicide. Michael slapped my face and exclaimed, "Connor, snap out of it! You are not lonely in the world! I've been there, we all have been there!" I looked up at them as they revealed scars on them. They have also tortured themselves because they thought they were also useless in the world.
"Connor, you can't leave this world. There are so many things that you can do," Jeremy spoke. Evan looked at me and said, "No one deserves to do that, even if you are a loner." I looked at these guys and I feel like my eyes were about to water.

We all left the restroom and went straight to the nurse's office. She told me to go home alone, but my friends said they wouldn't leave me alone unless they know I won't do it again. I tried reasoning with them, but they wouldn't budge. We all decided that we would go to my house to chill.

After about three hours of talking and chilling, Michael and Jeremy left. So now, it was only me and Evan.
"So, how long do you plan on watching me?" I asked, leaning back in my bean bag chair. Evan turned to me and said, "For as long as I need. And I won't be persuaded to just leave whenever." I chuckled and said, "Well, I'm going to sleep. You can just watch me sleep if you want, but that's just creepy." I walked over to my bed and laid down, covering myself with my blanket. Evan walked over to the side of my bed and said, "Fine. I will make sure that you don't leave my sight." (I don't think you're going to stay any longer than me.)

The next morning, I felt this warmth on the back of my neck. I looked over my shoulder and saw Evan, sleeping behind me. I was shocked and confused. I turned around and looked at Evan. (Heh, thanks, Evan.)