Until My Last Breath

Epilogue

5 years later...

It such a great day I feel as I've go along in the cemetery. I feel his presence at my side. He always embrace me wherever I go. As I close my eyes, all the memories that we had were suddenly recall in my mind. I reminisce those days we are together. He always made me feel bliss and ecstatic in every part of our moment that we share. I will never regret to choose him. He made me realize on what is the pure essence of love. Apart from jaunt and trip that we had, we undertake also the challenges and trials that we had that conclude to a tragical error happen to our life. So far, I never cry nor yelled. He don't want to see me suffered by dolefulness and mourn. I stood up and getting started to move on and forget the traumatic happen to my life. I continue my studies at France that was sponsored by Tita Jane and I graduated there as a Writer. I choose to be a writer because I wanted to write an inspirational poems, stories or even a publishers. And the other reasons why I choose this because of the sad occurrences happened to my love life. So far, I already publish the story entitled "Until my Last Breath" it was being inspired in the true events that incidentally happen to my life with John. And it is one of the best selling stories in every part of the world until now. This time, I need to focus to my work now since I am one of the writer in the biggest company in the Philippines.

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My family was already there and Tita Jane. Today is his 5th Death Anniversary. Until now, it is truly fresh in my mind all the moments and tributes that we had before. All I need is to accept the fact that John was already in heaven. I know he always watching and guiding me wherever I go. I don't need to cry. I bring a bunch of flowers and carbonaras which is one of John's favorite dishes.

I saw James and Jeunice, they are already teenagers. They are now playing with Cedie. It's already 10 o'clock in the morning. The cemetery was too quiet and peaceful. As I went outside, I walked along and feel the ambiance of the place. Currently, I have two kids named John and Carlisle. Their name was originated for him. I have my husband now named Nathan. I am so happy to have him which is he has a same featured and characteristic with John. He was in France now. He has a lot of paper works in their company.

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I decided to go to his grave to talk with him. I lay down on the ground to see his name carve on his grave.

JOHN CARLISLE DAWSON

Birthdate: January 19, 1991

Died: June 8, 2015

"Hi sweetie, I missed you so much"

My tears starts to fall down to my face. I want to blame Carrie for this but it was an accident happen. She's not really her intention to kill him. But I need to forgive her. She was in Mental Hospital right now.

"Thank you sweetie for being part of my life. I LOVE YOU, MY ONE AND ONLY JOHN CARLISLE DAWSON. You will always be in my heart forever".

I stay here for a long time. This time, I feel his presence that makes me smile. I saw Tita Jane sit beside me. I hug her tightly.

"Let's go" she said. I nodded.

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Our love story is a tragic one. Full of challenges, trials and hardship that we've faced. But I learned a lot of things on how to cope up with the obstacles that we had in our relationship. Maybe the chapters of our love story will end here but the memories and tributes that we had will lived forever in my heart.

The End...