Texting BTS: False Identity 《jjk》

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4 hours later
》Jungkook. P.O.V《

It has been about 4 hours since Ji was rushed to the hospital.

I swear I'm gonna lose my shit if a doctor or nurse or whoever the hell is in charge around here doesn't come out with any news soon.

I was talking to Susie a little while ago, she told me about Ji's condition.

She said that Ji rarely has these attacks, she has only ever had two of them in her life. The first time was when she first heard about her parents death and the second time was when Susie played a suicide prank on her when Ji had just received news that her fans hated her (it was kinda like a double shock because Susie and her fans were all Ji had left and she thought she lost them both at once ~does that make sense?).
And now it happened again, the thing is no one knows exactly what made it happen this time around.

We checked all social media for any news that might have jungshook (~hehehe😋) Ji to her core, but we found nothing on Cuty Ji except that she had just gained 2.5 million more twitter and instagram followers.

Honestly I have no idea.

And yeah I know that y'all are probably wondering about what I told Ji back there, but yeah......

I'm crushing on her, actually no, this is more than a crush. I like her, like, I like like her, actually scratch that, this more than a 'like like', as a matter of fact what I feel for Ji is more than love. She is like the Sun and I am Icarus drawn towards her beautiful halo.

Eventually the doctor came out and told us that after a long and stressful struggle, Ji was now stable and this time around unlike her previous attacks, she was not in a coma. But she did need a lot of time to just sleep and revitalize her energy because she has lot of deoxygenated blood (LOL yeah, I am a biology student so...)

I think it's good that she sleeps for a while longer, I need to gather my thoughts on how to explain what I told her. How am I even gonna bring up the topic? Or is she going to be the one to bring it up? Will she feel the same why about me or will she just laugh in my face?!

If only I could turn back the hands of time, I would go back to a few hours ago and stop myself from saying what I said!

Like no, seriously I would kill just to be able to go back and stop myself from saying what I said, I would even kill myself just so she doesn't hear it.

I'm not ready to confess my feelings yet, Im not even sure what my feelings are!

Okay that's a lie, I know exactly what i feel for this woman.

But still I need time.

Time to actually think things through, get to know her, have her get to know me and just bond and become best friends.

Speaking of best friends, Nara hasn't been replying any of my text messages. I wonder what's wrong.

I am extremely worried. First there's the Ji situation and know my best friend has gone MIA. She won't open or reply my texts and she won't pick up my calls.

I was really hoping to confide in her, now what do I do?

I guess I can go out and grab a bite to eat with the hyungs.