Yikes (NCT Fanfiction)

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After hours of searching and buying clothes, we decided to head to Panda Express to get some food.

We bought our food, got ourselves a table, and started eating.

While stuffing my face with Teriyaki Chicken, I got a notification. I picked up my phone and my eyes widen.

"SM ENTERTAINMENT HOLDING A WORLD WIDE AUDITION."

I started smacking V's arm rapidly, squealing and actually almost choking myself to death.

"Jeez Kate, can you calm down?! What happened?!" Rocky, who almost threw herself to stop me from choking, exclaimed.

"SM ENTERTAINMENT is having auditions!" V and Rocky were excited, my mom was telling me to audition, but April was stone faced.

After a while of eating and all of us, except April, talking about me auditioning, April finally spoke up.

"Why SM? Why can't you audition for another company? You know how much the company mistreats their idols, yet you consider auditioning?" April, who looked very frustrated, ranted as she stop in front of us.

"Just because I audition doesn't mean I'll get in-" I started.

"And if you do? What would you do if you did get accepted? Suffer through a long time of training and maybe, a very big maybe, suffer from physical abuse?"

I furrowed my eyebrows. "I know SM isn't the best company to audition for. But it's the only company right now that's holding auditions,"

"I understand that you're worried. I understand that SM is probably not a great company to audition for. But I just want to try,"

I walked up to April and softly grabbed her hands.

"If I get in, I want your support. I could get hurt. But we all have to suffer in order to get the future we wish for. If I wish to become an idol, I will do anything to become one. I'm scared too, April. But I will be strong. I'll be strong and go through the suffer to make you, my parents, and my family proud."

I pat her hands, looking at her eyes.

She sighs. "Fine, but if I call you and you're suffering too much, I won't hesitate to come to Korea myself and give you a piece of my mind."

I chuckle, letting go of her hands. "Like you can. Your momma would never let you."

April softly smiles, nodding, "Very true. We may be sisters by heart, but she would never let me go. Meh."

I put my arm around her shoulders, leading her to the rest of the group.

We exit the mall, enter the car, and drove to a craft store.

~•~ *little time jump*~•~

"Okeey, whatta we got? "

Since I was the only one in our group that dances, the girls wanted to buy materials for some posters.

"We gotta lot of stuff, like.. way too much maybe." I smile, picking up an item from their shopping cart.

"Well hurry up, we still gotta get ingredients for the French Macarons." placing the item back into the cart, I walk to the jewelry supply section.

"Stop rushing us woman, we need to decide whose paying for what." V playfully said.

I give her a look, knowing she's gonna pay the least.

"What?" "Nuuthin.."

I wait besides my mother as they sort out on whose buying which item. Thankfully, I had coupons on hand.

I hand each one of them a coupon and head to the line, waiting for them to also get in line.

As expected, V spent the least while April spent the most. Since I had the coupons, they didnt pay much.

I started thinking about the audition. Not only did I think about the songs I'll be dancing, singing, and rapping to, I also thought about how it'll affect
me.

I want to become someone people can look up to.

But that kind of idea is very difficult nowadays due to so many people wanting the same thing. But only a few are actually able to do so.

What if I try and it doesn't turn out the way I want it to be?

What if I had just wasted my time and nothing goes well for me?

I started thinking in the car as we drove the girls back to their homes. I wave bye to V as she enter her household. I wave at her little sister and then drove off.

My mother and I arrive home. We get out of the car, grab our shopping bags and head inside.

I take off my shoes and head upstairs to give my brother his Slytherin shirt.

After doing so, I head to my room, drop my shopping bags on the floor, and flop on my bed.

As I lay there, my head just starts making up thoughts. All about the audition.

Me moving to Seoul.

Not being able to see my family and friends.

Not being able to debut.

As if my body just felt completely sore and weak, I started crying without realizing.

I stare at my ceiling, thinking about the possible outcomes if I were to audition. Bad and Good.

It was like my body knew I had enough of these thoughts.

Moments later, I fell asleep.

Wanting to be held by the people I love the most.

~•~•~

A/N: So that's the second part! I know it wasn't really anything special. But we're getting there. This is a filler chapter for now. I don't fully know what I'll be writing in the next chapter. But hopefully it'll be related to NCT. And maaybe get either someone's pov or a 3rd person's pov. 

I hope you continue reading this little book as I continue to slowly update.

Much love 💕