~Jay~
I've been on the couch for a week now and today it stops if I can't lay in my own bed and sleep in peace then I'm leaving. Every day she throwing that shit up in my face and it's annoying and irkin asf. I apologized and everything.
I get up and head in our room.
"Get out."
"No."
"I said get out Jayceon."
"And I said no Michelle." she got up and slapped me. I grabbed her wrists and pushed her up against the wall.
"I'm so sick of this shit with you bruh. I apologized time and time again but you still acting stubborn. I fucked up but at least I was man enough to tell you. You gone let that shit kill you. My one wrong doing fucking up your head. What about the shit I been doing, huh? Right you don't say nothing about that. All week you been finding stupid reasons to throw it in my face. Let that shit go." I yelled frustrated. She was crying.
"Let me go." I let her. "Now get the fuck out."
"You know since you wanna act like yo ass don't make mistakes then so be it. I'm done arguing with you over this shit man." I said. I started packing. Fuck this shit bruh. There's only so much a man can take.
Once I was done I grabbed my phone and keys.
"Where you going?"
"Why you care?"
"You going to let another bitch suck ya dick?" I shook my head.
"I'm done with this shit man. Since that's how you feel how bout we call this shit quits cause I'll be damned if I stay somewhere where I'm not wanted." I said. She didn't say anything. She just stood their.
"Right to yo hoe house."
"THAT'S IT! IT'S OVER. DONE. I'M SICK OF YOUR SHIT. THERE YOU GO AGAIN THROWING IT IN MY FACE. I FUCKED UP I SAID SORRY. I TRIED BUT I'M DONE WITH YOUR SHIT. This not even worth it. I'm moving out. You do you and I'll do me. I'll pick up my son and the rest of my clothes later once I get settled in." I said walking out the door. I did all I could.
~Chelly~
What have I done? I just ran the only man I love out my house cause of my stubborn ways. Everything he said is true. I'm so stupid. I forgave him but the words flew out my mouth before I could stop them.
I can't believe he broke up with me. But I can't blame no one but myself. I just broke down and cried.
******
It's been two weeks and Jay won't even talk to me unless it's about our son. Our parents tried to get him to talk to me but that didn't work.
I tried texting, calling, leaving messages and still nothing. This shit is a lot of work. Hell when my mom found out she slapped me for being dumb. Some of the women and men in the family went through it with each other so they know from experience. My mama told me that was a stupid ass move for me and that I need to get him back. Not just for me but for Jaylin.
Now I see how he felt when it was the other way around. I need to get my man back and quick.
