Insanity.

~Chaos~

I'm dan and phil trash. Don't even try and judge me. Dan Howell x reader. Yh have fun n stuff.

Angst warning lmao.

"I HATE YOU!" I screamed, the words rolled uncontrollably off my tongue like glass marbles and shattered on the floor, filling my our apartment with chaos. I could see the hurt in her (e/c) eyes, the (e/c) flecks full of questions. Them questions quickly switched into burning anger. I know (y/n) once she ignites the angry flare inside of her, there's no stopping it. I'm seconds she will explode in red. Three. Two. One.
"You hate me. That's hilarious. I'm not the one coming home at fucking 2:30 in the morning, wasted every night! Then screaming at me because of I don't know what! Let's see. I'm either, lazy, stupid, a whore. Daniel Howell," she screamed at me. Fiery tears streaming down her (s/c) face. "We. Are. Done" she whispered.
"FINE! GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HOUSE." I yelled back. I could feel the tears creeping around my eyes, I refused to let her see me cry. She's seen me bawl countless times before, but today was different. She stomped out of the cold kitchen we were standing in and rushed into our, my, bedroom. The words bounced from the white kitchen tiles to the black cupboards.

About half an hour I think, I could hear her rushing around my bedroom collecting everything she owned here. She's probably going to live with Corey for a while. I always hated that boy. He was so touchy with (y/n). I had nothing against him, he's openly gay but I couldn't help but dislike him. Who cares anymore, I certainly won't be seeing him. She stood in the kitchen doorway, suitcase in her left hand, phone in her right. We stared at eachother for what seemed like forever. Her (e/c) eyes were always so entrancing, you could never look away. Just before I was about to tell her to leave, she ran into me and smashed her lips against mine it was powerful but sad.Full of what I couldn't differ love from lust. My hands cupped her face as I kissed her back even hungrier. She tasted like salty tears and her sweet cherry lip gloss that I had tasted many times before. Once she pulled away, her eyes welled with more tears, tears of anger. Before either of us could think what to say. She slapped me,hard, right across the face, leaving a red mark and tingling sensation.
"I hate you."she whispered.

As fast as that she was out the door. The chaos was over, I was left with shattered pieces of a once powerful love scattered across the floor.

A/N: djdksjedkdkjdidldjeoekiddodjfidk9d MaJoR AnGsT aM i rIgHT? How do you like it? I hope you like it. It's gonna get happier dwbi xx