Insanity.

~Hung up on you~

Dans POV:
I hadn't uploaded this month, fans were getting worried on how inactive I was, but every time I tried to collect myself the grey of my bedsheets held me down and I accepted it. (Y/n) hadn't left my head all week. I wasn't in hers, that's all I know.

Just as I felt myself slipping into an inescapable spiral of thoughts, phil sat on the edge of my bed. He looked at me with piercing blue eyes.
"So are you ever going to get off your bed Dan?" He said concerned. I shrugged my shoulders and turned away from him.
"C'mon Dan, I liked (y/n) too but your fans are missing you, you can't get hung up on her." Phil fell back onto my bed near my feet.
"Do you ever feel like your running in slo-motion? Do you ever get that feeling that no matter how hard you try the door won't budge?" I asked my eyes welling up with tears, "Do you ever stay up all night because you feel your not enough. Well I do. Because I'm hung up on her phil. But she doesn't miss me."
"I get it dan. But please don't stay here all day. I've made you a list of things you can do today, it's on your desk." Phil smiled sitting up.
A/N: "ty ly bb" Dan smiled planting a gentle kiss on phils pale cheek. OK BACK TO THE STORY.
I suppose I might as well. I looked at the short list in phils messy handwriting.
DANS LIST OF THINGS
.TIDY YOUR RATHOLE ROOM
.FILM A VIDEO
.EDIT THAT VIDEO
.GET A SHOWER
.GO FOR A WALK
.BROWSE DANK MEMES.

*time skip to dan tidying room*
As I lifted a pile of black clothes off my legendary butt chair, on the bottom was a pair of gray shorts with a small tea/coffee/beverage stain on the corner. I smiled at first but then immediately regretted it. Bringing the cloth up to my nose, it had her sweet cherry scent lingering on it. Tears began to spill down my cheeks as I held the shorts tight. I was 100% hung up on (y/n)