I bawled and bawled and bawled and now I just sat feeling numb, holding the vile piece of plastic that held the fate of my future. Crazy how the world works huh? "Cam please let me in. What's going on?" Ella asked from outside the door for the hundredth time and this time i used the last bit of energy I had in me to reply.
"Just leave it ell" my voice was worn out and sore from sobbing. I felt weak and almost as though I had failed at my only job of maintaining my self image. I mean me and JC only been together 7 months and I was already ruining both of our lives. Last month we announced our relationship and everyone was supportive except the few that wanted me with Justin or thought I was a whore.
"I'm getting the key" Ella said and I heard her footsteps fade out and fade back in, the sound of the metal gears clicking, and the door being pushed open but I didn't budge I just stared ahead of me at the white bathroom walls. Ella gasped as her eyes scanned over me and stuck to the plastic like glue.
"Y-your p-" I cut her off weakly by raising my hand "don't" I said quietly as I shook my head. "D-do-I-uhh let's get you in bed" she grabbed my arm and helped me stand. She took the plastic and placed it on the sink and lead me out of the bathroom and into my bedroom. She sat me on my bed and looked at me and sighed "it'll be okay" she told me as she rubbed my shoulder. "Maybe" I whispered as I laid down and put the covers over me.
- next morning -
"Cam babe wake up" I heard Ella as she tapped my shoulder. I shuffled a bit before opening my eyes and stretching. "Sit up" I looked up at Ella and she was holding two bowls each accessorized with a spoon. I sat up and she handed me a bowl before climbing in bed with me.
"What is it?" I asked and she smiled taking a bite of hers "maple syrup oatmeal with bananas. Eat it quick or we're gonna be late for your appointment." She smiled and I looked at her "my appointment?" I asked and she nodded "I set one up for you" I nodded and took small bites of my oatmeal until it was gone.
Ella took my bowl and told me to get dressed. I got up and sighed knowing I couldn't wear anything tight. I put on a outfit and pulled my hair into a ponytail and threw on a choker
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"COME ON" Ella yelled in a weird voice and I ran down the stairs laughing. We got in Ella's dodge and she drove me to the doctors.
We walked in and I sat as Ella checked me in. I hated her babying me but I ate it. She sat down with me and we waited on our phones until a doctor called me back. We got back there and we did our thing and the doctor smiled at me
