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Late night thought

FF;

Finally after dreaming of this moment for over 15 years. I made it to Korea, i have so many reasons why i want to go here, foods, culture, ofc to see them BTS, Jimin. But unfortunately i'm late, too late. They disband after being an idol for over a decade. How i wish i made it while they are still together.

I'm so immersed with my thoughts and feelings when I suddenly bumped into someone so my things are now scattered everywhere.

"I'm sorry miss" a familiar voice said. I don't want to expect that it's him, I don't want to be hurt 😪

"Its alright. I'm the one who should be sor--" words stopped coming out from my mouth, i don't know what to say. The man that i love from the beginning until now is here in front of me.

"Hey, are you alright?" He asked

"Jimin..." i whisper in thin air

"Wait you're an Army" he said happily with a hint of pain and sadness while holding my mini army bomb that is hanging from my bag. He's now good at speaking english, he is now fluent in english and that made him more handsome and attractive.

"I can't believe that you still have this thing" the way he said those words breaks my heart. He called it "this thing" and not an "Army bomb"

"Ah yes... anyway how are you guys? you?" i asked nervously

"We're fine and we're doing good after our disbandment" he said as he give me my things.

I can't help myself but to stare at him. Those eyes, that smile, voice, his lips. I missed everything about him bc after they disband we didn't hear any news about them for over 3 yrs now.

"Can i ask a question Jimin?" I asked while staring at him. Hoping that i will not be hurt by his answer to my next question to him.

"Yeah ofc what is it?" He asked while smiling at me.

"Are you marr--"

"APPAAAAAA!!" i didn't finished my question bc a young boy came screaming and running towards us.

"Yah! Seungjae-ah i told you don't run you might get hurt" Jimin said to this little boy named Seungjae.

I guess my question are already answered. I'm hurt. I still love him 😔💔

"Uhm what is your question again?" he asked while holding the young boy

"Don't mind that" i said to him trying to force a smile

"Gotta go bye Jimin. It's nice to see you again.... i missed you" i said whispering those last words as i waved to them

"Appa, who is that?" the young boy said as i walk away
"She's one of my family back then, an Army that made me who i am now, us BTS" he answered to him. "I'll be forever thankful to our Armys" he added.

Those words made me happy but at the same time hurt and sad.

Our boys became man and now have their own family. I watched them in the distance until a pregnant woman arrived. They look so happy together. I'm happy bc he is happy.

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Lol lame