euphoria

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meeting you was like
entering a beautiful forest—
it amaze me and makes me quite excited

while knowing you was like
seeing beautiful things
inside this forest

falling inlove with you feels
like having the prettiest and extinct
flower in the forest

its making me so happy
but hurt and scared at the same time
bc having this flower
also means being hypnotized
by its physical appearance
and poisoned by its petals

i attempted to leave but
only found myself getting deeper inside
i ended up falling so hard for you
and ended up choosing to have
this flower despite the fact that
it can kill me

bc i'd rather die happily
with you by my side rather than
living while feeling empty inside