euphoria

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i love it when my eyes meets yours unexpectedly. . . .
then we'll stare at each other while smile is slowly forming on our lips—
because we are so lost in own world
whenever we are together. . . .
whenever we are talking to each other

but no matter how i wish
no matter how hard i pray—
that this moment will last forever

you will never hear my replies
when you are talking—
my laugh— when you are joking
my ilys—

because no matter how hard i try
we are not meant to be together
nor to meet—

because i'm just a fangirl
living miles away to the person she loves—
that can't, and will never reciprocate
her love. . . .