As I pleaded
And cried at night
I wouldn't stop
Stop that fight.
The fight against god
That he won so well
For him to rid me
Down to hell.
I asked and prayed
For me to die
But he said no
He told me to cry.
So cry I shall
Apon this night
But I will fade
Before this smite.
So as I laid there
Bleeding red
I laid down
Apon my bed.
To dream of death
And I know it sounds dumb
But death is near
And soon it shall come.
Apon me
And many more
Who just like me
Chose that door.
I slit my wrist
Every day
To take my life
And fly away.
To where I belong
In the ground
Because no one cares
I won't be found.
Locked in a coffin
With a dress on
While the test I took
Said "Severe Depression".
