War of Hormone | JJK

Chapter 17

I'm woken from my anything but peaceful sleep to the wonderful blaring sound of my alarm.

I feel awful and the last thing I wanted to do today was go to work. But I had to, I had no choice especially since I was going back to school and had to save money.

The second I woke up a million things flooded into my mind. I felt like a terrible friend for saying what I said about Dana and for cutting Jungkook off and leaving last night. But I was frustrated. Really frustrated, I just took it out on everyone else.

If I'm being honest, I still feel frustrated and kind of shitty over all. I meant what I said, but I didn't mean it the way I said it.

Whatever. It doesn't really matter anyway.

I strip and jump in the shower to quickly wash my hair, my body, and just let the hot water run over my skin.

When I finish taking a shower I head back to my room to dry off a little bit and check my phone. I got a message from Jungkook while I was in the shower.

JJK: Hey, are you okay?

Oh, now he cares. Not really, but thanks for asking I guess.

M: Yeah I'm fine. Sorry for freaking out it was stupid, I'm over it

M: Come over later?

I wasn't fine. I wasn't sorry. And I'm definitely not over it, but I would rather him drop it then keep talking about it.

JJK: Are you sure? You were pretty upset

JJK: And yeah, when?

Thanks for noticing, I guess.

M: Yeah, seriously, I'm fine. And 11?

I just want to fool around tonight, honestly. I don't want to talk. I just want him to come over and do what we do best, fuck then go to sleep.

JJK: Okay, see you then princess

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The only thing getting me through this shift is knowing that I won't have to be doing this for much longer. I can't take this anymore. The fact that I was still annoyed didn't really help my mood either, but I'm so over this job.

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The second I get home I kick my shoes off and then sit on the couch for a few seconds to rub my feet, wincing in pain in the process. For some reason it felt like I was running around extra today. Or maybe I'm just going crazy, I don't know.

I tear off my work clothes and put on my black robe, nothing underneath. We're not gonna be doing much tonight, nothing that would involve clothes anyway.

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As I was sitting on the couch playing on my phone, I hear the door open. I texted Jungkook to just come in when he got here and I would leave the door open.

I get up and greet him at the door.

He smiles when I come into his view and without saying anything I grab onto the hem of his shirt, pulling him down to kiss him.

He pulls away to speak.

"Hi to you too."

"Hi." I smile.

"How are you feeling?"

"What do you mean?"

"Well you said you're fine, but I just want to make sure." Great, he's already starting. I didn't invite him over to talk.