War of Hormone | JJK

Chapter 30

I'm so sorry for updating this so late. I had every intention to upload this chapter on time, however, I had training for work for 2 weeks and by the time I was able to update it wouldn't have made any sense to do so then update the next chapter like 2 days later. So I'm so sorry everyone, the updating schedule should be on time here on out!

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Just a few days later, Jungkook was moving back in with Jimin.

He talked to him the day after me and Jungkook had talked and Jimin said he could move back in with him.

He waited until he had off so he could just focus on moving his stuff back all day. It would more than likely take two trips because of how much stuff he had actually brought to my house.

It just feels so weird that the day is finally here. I've gotten so used to him being here. So used to sleeping next to someone every night and waking up to someone every morning. It was also a very sad day. It's best that he moves out, but part of me doesn't want him to.

I was sitting on the couch watching Jungkook go back and forth to his car and my room to haul boxes filled with his belongings. I offered to help, but he insisted on doing it himself so I could rest.

The entire time I was watching him, I just got sadder and sadder. This needs to happen. This is a good thing. He's moving out because he finally has his life together, or is at least trying to get his life together. He's not the same person that he was months ago when he got kicked out. I couldn't be more proud of him and I'm confident that he'll continue to be the same person when he moves back in with Jimin.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when he sat next to me on the couch.

"Hey." He puts his hand on my thigh and looks at me. "I'm pretty much done. I left a few things here, if that's okay."

I smiled. The only that would change in our relationship is that there would be no more sex, but I of course still want to hang out with him and plan to have him sleep over. He's still one of my best friends and I don't want that to change.

"Yes, that's fine."

"Maddy, I can't thank you enough. You've helped me so much these past few months, even when I was difficult and didn't think I could be helped. I don't know what would've happened if things didn't turn out the way they did."

"You're welcome, but you helped yourself. You got the job and you're doing great. I'm so proud of you."

He rubs my thigh and smiles.

"Thank you. I'm gonna head out so you can rest and have some peace and quiet." He says softly. I can tell he's a little sad about this too from the way his expression softened when he said he was going to leave.

Except, I wasn't a little sad, I was really sad.

As I was looking at him and hearing him say that last sentence, the tears flooded my eyes and raced down my cheeks.

He pulled me in for a hug and I cried into his shoulder, soaking his shirt with my wet tears.

He rubbed my back and just let me cry into his shoulders.

When I caught my breath I pulled away from him and wiped my eyes.

"I'm sorry." I hiccupped. "I'm just really gonna miss having you here."

"And I'm gonna miss being here. But I can come over literally whenever and you can come over my place whenever, too. Just like we used to do." He assured me.

I mean, he is right. We didn't have a problem doing that before. It just still really sucks.

"Yeah, you're right. But still."

"I know. But you need your rest and some alone time without me will be good for you. But I'm not going far. I'm just a short drive away, I can be here whenever you need me." I felt comforted upon being reminded that he is in fact not that far away.

I smiled and he got up, kissing the top of my head in the process.

"Bye Maddy. Please let me know if you need anything. I can be back here in minutes."

I nod my head.

"Okay, I will. Thank you. Bye Jungkook."

He smiles before heading out the door.

I wait until he shuts the door to put my face in my hands to start really crying.

I just let it all out. Not that I couldn't do that in front of him, but I would just rather do this alone.

I really am going to miss him. I just keep reminding myself that he's not far at all. I had gotten used to him just always being here and if he wasn't here, I knew that he would be here at some point and that thought was really comforting.

After a few minutes of sobbing to myself, I grew tired. I literally cried myself to sleep today.

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It's been a few days since Jungkook moved out and while it's still weird, I'm so happy to have my freedom back. I really did miss being alone and didn't realize it until I was alone again. Though, we still talk just about everyday, he just hasn't been over since he moved out.

My mom has been coming over daily since Jungkook moved out to check on me and cook me dinner, which I'm really not complaining about. Dana has come over as well as Taehyung and it means a lot to have so many people supporting me and looking after me.

My mom and Dana couldn't be more thrilled that Jungkook has moved out. I understand why they're happy about that, but they don't see him like I do. They see him as a loser who got me pregnant. However, I did make it clear to them numerous times that he did move out, but he's not moving out of my life. He's still one of my best friends and that's how it will stay.

At least now I can fully focus on school. I start in just a few days and I'm beyond excited but also extremely nervous. Dana has been helping me a lot and has been very encouraging. She's helped me with figuring out how to buy my books and where to buy them, tips about the best parking spots and when to leave the house, and just about everything in between. I'm so lucky to have her and even luckier that she's been through this before. Jungkook is supportive, nonetheless, but he has zero knowledge about going University, so I need Dana and Taehyung more than ever. 

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This chapter was pretty short, but there are exciting things to come! The new character I promised will come into the story very soon ;)