Love and Damage

Decisions Pt. 1

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I woke up not remembering where i was at. I felt a little sting on my foot. I look down find just a bruise since it was just a sprained ankle. I got up out of the hospital bed carefully and headed to the bathroom while my memory started to jog back. I went inside and i opened the light to find a very elegant bathroom. The sink was made out of glass and the bathtub was made out of rocks. What kind of hospital has a bathtub in a bathroom. Oh yes i forgot! This is Cole's hospital i assume so it makes sense. I washed my face to remove the excess makeup off my face slowly remembering what my grandma said. My life has been a lie. It makes sense because every time i tried to ask my grandma some information about my parents she would just tell me that they got killed in a car crash. I don't know why i'm not scared about my parents were apart in a gang. But i was scared that the person that killed my parents is still out there and alive.

      I got the towel and gently took the excess water off my face revealing just a small blue bruise on my left eye. I swear i want this bruise to go away so badly. Cole is going to pay for this. I exited the bathroom to find Cole standing there looking at me. "So i'm guessing your grandma told you about everything...?" He said looking a little awkward. "Yes.. she did" I said then I walked back to the bed. "I'm sorry for giving you that black eye last time." He said as he was walking towards the bed. Before I was going to speak, it just hit me. Does this mean that he will be nicer to me? I mean he knew my father and they were very close so. And how old is he really? He said he knew my dad while I was 12... Does this mean he is in his 20's? 30's? I'm so confused... I looked at him. "How old are you?" I said exhaling. "I'm 24" he looked at me with devil eyes. "Oh" Was all I said. "I'm not even going to ask how old you are, you're 18" He said then he sat next to the bed in the chair. What the hell...

      "So it's true huh? You and my dad were very close?" I said as I looked at him. "Yea we were, we used to be very close and when he died, I became the leader of the Golden Eye." He said while he was playing with his thumbs. "Why are you so mean to me, hell the whole school?" I asked feeling like I've asked too much. "It wasn't my orders, it was your fathers orders." He answered. "Hmph" I said as I tried to walk to the door. "Where are you going?" Cole said getting up looking so angry. "To find my grandma?" I said looking at him. I placed my hand on the door knob and tried opening it until I felt Cole's hands on top of mine. "You can't go anywhere." Cole whispered.

"Leave me alone!" I said. He can't hurt me and if he does, then he will just break his promise towards my dad. "No" He said that so emotionless. I pushed him off of me but that was a stupid idea because it reflected back towards me and I landed straight on my ass. "Fuck!" I said as the pain started to tingle. "I told you not to go." He said as he crossed his arms over each other. I tried getting up when my leg started to sting. I looked over to Cole as he stretched his hand out to me. "Need help?" He said with a smirk on his face. "Yes, may you please open the door for me?" I said as I rejected his help and got up through the pain. I don't want him to know that I'm weak. "No." He said looking utterly frustrated.

      I rolled my eyes and then I went to go and apply the cream on my foot and my eye. "What are you doing?" He said. Putting cream on. What does it look like I'm doing?" I said as I rolled my eyes. "Are you sure that's what you are supposed to do?" He said. "Well you won't let me see my grandma so I don't know anything at this point." I Said and then I went to the bed and placed the covers on top of me.

      "Cole." I said looking at him. "Eleanor." He said looking back at me. "I want to train. I want to be apart of the gang." I told him with confidence. "I want to follow my parents foot steps and if this was what they were doing, then I guess i want to do it as well." I know that it's wrong but I won't kill anyone. But I will kill Dylan. "Eleanor, please you don't have to. It's risky." He said looking sad. I just can't believe that I'm even having this talk with Cole. Never in my life taught that he will be so caring and so nice. But that doesn't change how I feel about him. I still dislike him.

      "But I want to." I said as i was playing with my necklace. "No you don't want to. You just want to do this because of your dad. Listen this is very dangerous. And you agreeing just put you in a spot towards death. I mean look at you, you can't even fight." He said. "And that's why you will teach me how to fight. In the training area or whatever it's called." I said as I got out of bed going towards him. "Please." I said. "No." He said looking sad. "Just please Co-" I was trying to finish my sentence until he stormed off and screamed at me. "NO YOU WILL NOT JOIN THE GANG. I DON'T WANT AMATEURS FIGHTING ONE OF THE STRONGEST GANGS OUT THERE." He said as he took a deep breath after screaming at me. "Listen you know what, do what ever you want. Get killed and that's not my problem." He said that and then he left without hesitation.

      There is the Cole I know. I couldn't care less about what he thinks. I can  what ever the hell I want and he can't stop me. I opened the door and went to find my grandma. I was walking until I heard my grandmas voice. I was going to enter the room until I heard gun shots. I got so scared. I tried going back until I heard a body fall. I turned around and instantly I fell to my knees. "GRANDMA!!!" I started to cry so hard. My vision became blurry. I can't believe this was happening. "GRANDMA!! GRANDMA PLEASE DON'T GO!!" My crying became heavy and I felt like I was going to die. "GRANDMA PLEASE WAKE UP!!" I said. I looked at her and slowly her eyes were opening.

      "Oh sweetie- I... love you..." She said those words to me and then her eyes closed."GRANDMA!! Please grandma..." I was so mad and my crying became louder. I could barley walk. I went to see who killed my grandma and that's when I turned behind me to see a very young man with a gun pointed at me. "First it was your grandma... now it's you." I closed my eyes and prepared for was about happen next and there I heard it. A gun shot but I didn't feel any sort of pain. I opened my eyes to find the man on the floor and bleeding to death. I looked over to see Cole looking at my grandma. His eyes started to water and then he started to cry. "HELPPP!!!" I screamed so loudly until a bunch of doctors came. I looked at them picking up my grandma and placing her on a flat chair. They took her to the nearest hospital room and then they placed her on the bed. They started to examine her but all I heard was just a plain line sound. I ran in just to see her but Cole pulled me towards him. Everything then happened in slow motion. I saw the doctors placing the cover on top of her and then they closed the door. I started banging on the door but it was no use. My back then faced the door and I fell slowly towards the ground. My hands were on top of my face. I was crying there and I just wanted to be left alone. I just can't believe it. The one family member I had... is now gone...

Hey guys! Sorry for the sad chapter. Sally Deana will be missed. I'm also sorry for the late chapter. I was dealing with my exams and school work. But now I'm free! No more school for me. Haha!!! Now I'm going to be updating a little more now. And don't worry, I will stop procrastinating! Hopefully... anyways like always. Thank you for reading this chapter and i hope you enjoyed it! <3