Dear Jongin, February 11, 2011
Today I'm going on a date with Erika. I don't like her. She's good looking, but I don't like her.
Mikyung passed away on Monday. I www shocked. I should have been with her. It's was my fault for her death.
I have to forget about her. The nightmare comes back to me.
Mikyung was on the bus, then she got shot in the chest.
I could have saved her.
I'm responsible for her death, Jongin. She died because of me.