- Who are you? Why are you like this? This isn't you so why are you acting so different? Are you ok? Why are you always so angry?
- I'm fine
- Then why are you being this way? What do you hate so much? Please just tell me why you're hurting.
- You wanna know what I hate? This world, society, judgmental people, and criticism..... and out of those few things the thing I hate most is how my mind decides to handle it, how my mind makes me feel or my thoughts that want me to scream until I have nothing left inside of me, the sound of the little demons in my head telling me that I'm not good like them, telling me that it won't happen to me, telling me that what I'm doing is wrong.... what there telling me is to just disappear because people don't want you. And when you die, your just going to be nothing but a little person who thought she could survive the infinite little war inside her head that no one knew about. And she'll just vanish.
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These days are getting harder and harder....
YOU ARE READING
~ Finding Myself ~
Poetry~By reading this, you've potentially entered the surface of my mind in many aspects including longing, sadness, confusion, and pain. Most of these are an outlet that helps me express what I'm feeling and instead of leaving them in my mind, I transfe...
