|3-29-18| #5

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I don't want to be here, I don't want to think about all the minor but destructive problems going on Inside of me. I want to leave this tiny society made casually by adults. I don't even learn, it wastes my valuable time, causes more stress and depression, and makes me more insecure with every little sluggish thing I do. All I do here is sit in the corner trying to ignore everyone's loud conversations and snarky laughs. It makes me want to just leave... I just want to go away. Even the good, I want to have no emotion towards negative things, or stressful scenarios. Do you understand me? Do you relate to what I'm saying? Do you not think I'm crazy or overreacting with my small mind that thinks of nothing but mayhem? Oh well, even if you can relate, it's still just me and my thoughts...💭

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