It was the next day. I hadnt stayed at Caspers that night due to needing alone time...I never told him what was wrong or what was going through my mind. Its just...Joe was so charming and i couldnt help but feel this way. Anyway, me and Amee were in our shared flat and suddenly the questions began.
"Libby, I know something is wrong and for heavens sake tell me!" she said raising her voice. I know she would never judge me for anything but this. This was bad.
" I cant! You wouldnt understand" i said silently debating whether to tell her.
" I am worried now..."
"Look, I think i have feelings for Joe! PLEASE DONT SCREAM! i have been having these thoughts for quite a while now and i just cant shake the feeling that he does to! i know this is bad and wrong in everyway but i just cant help it! I need to tell Casper" i let out a small breathe after pouring my heart out. Amee looked shocked but not as cross as i expected.
Amee told me to give it a bit of time yet. I shouldnt throw away what i have with Casper for what might be just a silly crush. She may be right but i think its more than that.
I was due to go into town with Joe later that day for Casper birthday present. I need to push these thoughts to the back of my head before i do something stupid. Nothing would happen. Or would it?
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ФанфикLibby is an average girl that is lucky enough to date Casper the youtuber. What will happen when she starts to have thoughts and feelings about his best friend, Joe?
