Goodbye, Hyungs » ✔️

Six

“Where were you?”

Jungkook opened his eyes slowly, Still sheilding his face, Still afraid that His hyung would hit him.

“H-huh?”

“Where the hell were you?!” Jimin asked again, This time raising his voice into a much more colder tone.

“U-Uhm.. I-I was o-out”

“Out where? Did you know I came home and my room wasnt cleaned? My clothes werent placed in my wardrobe? Where the fuck were you?!” Jimin exaggerated, But he was mad, And Jungkook could tell.

“M-Maybe you should Ju-Just do it yourself” Jungkook mumbled under his breathe, Hoping he didnt hear.

But, He did.

Jimin started laughing hysterically, looking at the younger. But then stopped and shoved him against the wall again.

(a/n Well damn here comes wall abuse ಥ_ಥ)

“Who the hell told you, You can speak back Huh? When I said It, You do it! Cause You are nothing but a Substitute Back Singer Here!” Jimin yelled at him and pushed him out if the room.

Jungkook winced as he fell onto the floor, He suddenly gagged, Having the urge to vomit.

He ran downstairs, Passing Yoongi.

“Jungk-”

Jungkook ignored him and pushed him out of yhe way, kneeling down onto the toilet and gagged, Forcing the vomit to go down his throat.

Red petals managing to squeeze out his throat, Blood decorating them. Jungkook stared at the flower petals in horror.

“N-no...”

He said to himself and tears blocking his view.

“I-I cant fa-fall inlove with them...” He told himself and flushed the toilet.

“Its bad enough T-they dont like me back.. ” Jungkook said, Pulling onto his hair and letting the tears pour out.

After one hour of crying on the bathroom floor, He hiccuped and pulled himself up using the support on the Sink.

He looked at himself in the mirror, Pale, some blood were dripping down his mouth. He looked like a monster.

He washed his face and walked out, Making eye contact with a Worried Yoongi.

Jungkooks heart started beating again, And there was no way to stop it, He couldnt stop it.

“Yah, Kid.. You should make dinner before Namjoon and the others get home’’ Yoongi said to him, looking down at his phone.

Jungkook faked a sad smile and went inside the kitchen, And started making food.

‘Its stupid of you to think Yoongi Hyung was actually worried. Your so gullible, Maybe they were right that you are nothing but a Substitute’

‘Its pointless’

Jungkook said in his head, chopping down some food.

He didnt know why he was making them food, He should be having fun out there without them interfering.

He should be happy, Not constantly forcing flower petals down his throat every day.

Then, an idea popped in his head.

‘No-- I shouldnt do that, If I'm not here they would Just starve and tge dorm us go-’

‘But think about it. If you leave, You can forget about them. You dont have to face this disease if you leave. They wouldnt like you anyway, The army doesnt appreciate you anyway. So why stay if your just an odd number in Bangtan?’

The voice in Jungkooks head was right. Why would Jungkook stay in the band if they dont even want him there? He did love them, But He is placing his life in risk.

‘Maybe you're right, I'll just leave tomorrow morning then.. I'll sleep in with Yugyeom.’

Jungkook smiled to himself, nearly done making the food.

He thought if he would leave, The disease will stop.

But, Thats not how Hanahaki Disease works, Jungkook.

A/N time with Author Bon Bon

Uhhh ohhhh Jungkooks leavingggg-
But, Warnibg, In the next chapter, It would be very emotional. So get ready... (T^T)