"The Masks"
I was lonely back then.
In the world I belong no one loves me.
I'm nobody.
I'm cruel.
That's why I use you.
I copy your face.
I wear your style.
I even loved the man you love.
I tried to become you.
And I did it.
I experience your life. A life that I always wanted. I have the man. The man I always dream of.
But then I'm still not contented.
Because I know everytime I'm out of your world and face the toxic environment I have. I will feel the same. I will get back to the real me.
At the end of the day I'm still the girl who cry. The girl who have nothing beside her. Darkness and emptiness will embraced me.