Connected feelings(sasusaku ft naruhina modern fan fiction)COMPLETED..

Chapter 13

She sat at the back,honestly wanting to be  left alone,She sighed "why'd she take me with her anyway?"she thought glancing at the bunch who were laughing out loud and conversing with her mother.
She was frustrated,her feelings and emotions toying and playing games with her.It's funny how she's always wanted to grow up,how she's hated being called small or a kid,How she's always dreamed of having a perfect first kiss and boyfriend and now she wants nothing more than to go back to the old days. "Be careful what you wish for"It rung from her head.
"Hey blonde"He lazily said.

"What are you doing here?"She questioned.

"Are you forgetting that our parents are partners,I also have access to the country club" he said with a sigh.

"I know that dummy,I mean you never come to places like this,so what are you doing here?" She asked with an eye roll.

"I was dragged as escort by my mother"He calmly said.

"We're sailing the same ship"she said.

"Your in a fowl mood"he said.
Taking a seat next to her.

"If you leave me alone it'll cheer me up a little" she nonchalantly said.

"Just cause he doesn't look at you the same way he looks at her give you the authority to talk to anyone the way you want"He said rolling his eyes.
Catching her attention..

"I'm over him and this has nothing to do with him shikamaru,I just want to be alone"she said.

"You and I both know your lying Inoichi"He said sniggering.

"Don't call me that and I am,I don't need him" she said rolling her baby blue eyes.

"Then why haven't you gone by Sakura's house?,she got discharged five days ago,everyone's gone by to visit her except her best friend"he sarcastically said.

"What do you know about feelings and emotions shikamaru?,It's none of your business anyway"She said.

"I might know little about feelings but I do know they hurt you,That day at the hospital.I won't bother you again if you answer one question of mine"He said.

She looked at him questionably..

"I promise it has nothing to do with school"he said with a light chuckle.

"You promise to leave me alone if I answer righ?"She repeated.

He gave her a nod.

"Shoot"she said.

"Why him?,Why sasuke of all guys?"

That question fazed her,she honestly couldn't come up with any reasonable reason other than he fits the perfect role for a perfect first boyfriend other than that her mind couldn't come up with anything.He wasn't nice to anyone,he's face was always blank holding no emotions or color to it,he hardly smiled or laughed and most importantly he didn't really give a shit about her or all her hard efforts.

"I-I don't know"She said.

"You see that's it,you've been wasting your time and heart for a guy who doesn't even deserve you,for someone who doesn't see your worth. Is that worth fighting over?,is it worth abandoning a good friend? Or depression? Or baseless insecurities?..You get the point?,your gorgeous Ino.Take it from me,don't shed tears for anyone who doesn't deserve them"He said.

That was when realization hit her hard,she was never really into him,she was only infatuated by him.Sure,at some point she felt something for him but he had shattered all those feeling a long time ago.
She looked down,she felt ashamed for causing such a fuss over something so low!,for ditching her friends and for ever thinking shikamaru was just a rebound.She couldn't look at him without feeling guilty,that guy right there was everything she wanted sasuke to be.