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"Sana.."Tzuyu said in my ear..
"Yes.."I answered
"I'm yours.."Tzuyu said as she back hugged me
"You're mine.."I told her
"Love me.."I heard her whisper
"I promise I will.."I said as I hugged her..
"Don't hurt her.."A cupid said
"I promise I won't..never ever again."I promised with all my heart..
"The question is.."A Cupid said and paused
"What is it?"I asked
"Will you love her properly?"The Cupid asked.I was shocked to hear this..Aish the memories
"Please don't bring it up."Tzuyu said softly..
"You stupid Cupid why didn't work last time then?"I asked with anger burning inside of my
"Because there's other types of cupids.."
"Cupids can do things to make people see someone differently.."The Cupid said
"I see.."I said ...the Cupid left.I was just going to a Cafe with Mina but I saw Tzuyu like what usually happens..
"I'm so sorry I hurt you too much.."I said while hugging my Tzuyu.Tears started to fall because of the memories.Because of what happened before.I lost her.because of a fucking test for is this love meant to be.I lost her because of that..weird ugly ass thing.I lost her because of my decisions.Its my fault.its always my fault.why do I even get close to people if I'll lose them?
"No no no don't cry.."Tzuyu said hugging me back..
"But I've hurt you so much to the point wh-where i-i lost you.."It's true though.Because of my actions and what I think is right or what some shit like that I lose people.
"I know that but I'm here now.."Tzuyu said wiping my tears.
"I even lost myself.."I whispered
"No.."Tzuyu said while looking at me with a smile that makes me happy.To be honest I can't believe mina hasn't noticed yet..
"Even though I'm here and also not here I'll be there as soon as possible."Tzuyu said kissing my head with her soft lips.
"Promise?"I asked
"I promise with all my heart.."Tzuyu promised me
"I love you."I said..
"I love you more."Tzuyu said
Mina came back and said
"Guys this is a public place..Sana you know other people can't see Tzuyu.."
"I know but I don't care.."I said
"Someone might think you have a mental illness or something!"Mina said.Shes just worried but..I just don't care if I look like a crazy person.As long as Tzuyu is with me.Ill be happy.
"So what?"I asked
"Shh Chewy-ah..Listen to Mina.."Tzuyu said holding my hand
"Okay..Mina.."I let go of Tzuyu's hand
"Yes?"Mina responded
"Why is it so difficult?"I asked trying not to remember anything 5 years ago.
"We see Tzuyu..but other people can't.I miss holding her hand..seeing her smile with others..being in her arms I-it just hurts-"I explained as tears started to fall again
"Shh..it's ok...a long time ago..this happened but with other people.."Mina tried to comfort me but she brought something up.
"Who are these people?.."I asked
"I don't know but they said theres one way for them to be alive again.."Mina explained as she drank her coffee
"How?"I asked
"Finding true love.."She said looking at a different direction to avoid eye contact with me.I get that something's aren't meant to be.Maybe thats why
"Maybe it's not meant to be at all.."I said stopping the tears
"Shh..maybe she's not ready yet."Mina tried to comfort me but I had enough
"MINA FOR THE LAST GOD DAMN TIME WE KNOW WE LOST SANA AND SHE WONT EVER COMEBACK!"I yelled
"Please don't-"I cut mina off
"Sorry Mina...I don't know how to love.."I explained
"Sana don't do this.We can work it out.even if it hurts.Even if it hurts a lot."I felt a hand on me it was Tzuyu
"Then don't love me if you don't know how.Maybe it's not me who you are looking for.Maybe it's someone else."I said.Because after all..it might be true
"Maybe you're the one who doesn't love me"Tzuyu said
"I-...maybe it's not meant to be."I said..
"Maybe you're not the one.."Tzuyu started to step back
"Sana...Dahyun always loved you.."Tzuyu said while fighting back tears
"But she's with Momo.."I said as the tears that were forming fell
"Momo loves someone else as so as Dahyun."Tzuyu walked away more..
"who?"I asked..maybe she's right.
"Dahyun loves you still..And Momo fell for..someone.."hope she fell for the right person
"Someone?"hm I wonder who..
"I don't know who but she did.."Tzuyu said
"Maybe Dahyun will make me happier."I said walking towards mina
"And maybe you'll fall for her.."Tzuyu said as she turned around
"Tzuyu lets go people are looking at us like we have a mental illness.."mina said as she grabbed my hand which left me to leave Tzuyu at that cafe alone
"Okay.."I said just think about the past
I fucking hate it all.

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