Prinxiety: Bruises

Chapter 15~

The picture up above is Roman Sander choice of words, The words are what Deciet is calling him through his dreams and/or when he lies. Keep in mind I love Roman he's my fav! I do not mean any of the words I wrote, I don't hate him....
He is a precious beautiful prince and he's my gay baby!

You guys should know who journal is..

Enjoy~

Roman's P.O.V

I feel, like I'm taking everybody's time out of there lives just to help me! I'm useless, and worthless to think about or to help, maybe having Deciet torture me is a good thing. I mean why bother care or love me when I'm nothing but a burden to my friends and Boyfriend. Deciet is right about all the things, he has the rights to haunt me in my dreams, he has the rights to make me feel terrible about myself, he has every right to hurt me.

Everything about me his terrible, Everything about me makes me want to die...But I'm flying solo. Vigil never cared, Logan hates me, Patton pity me, and Thomas doesn't need me. I'm useless, I can't even hide behind a smile in front of anybody, without being caught.

I just need somebody to rescue me. Buy I'm a prince a prince doesn't need saving, a prince doesn't need rescuing.
A prince is good, A prince is meaning to care for the ones you love, A prince is hiding behind a fake decade....

I'm NO Prince, I'm NO hero, I'm NO rescuer, I'm NOBODY!
I'M NOTHING! I RATHER DIE THAN BE HERE WHERE I'M USELESS!

I just want to cry myself to death, I want Virgil to hold me, I want Virgil to whisper sweet things to me, I want Virgil to cuddle with me, I want Virgil...I want Virgil...

He doesn't know that I write in this journal. I would express how I feel but it's better to be hated than love for what I'm not.....

I love Virgil and he loves me...

~Roman

Bye~😍

My baby needs love♥️❤️💜💙💛