Prinxiety: Bruises

Chapter 17

Chapter 17

Hello!! I am feeling a burst of creativity and finally after all these years going to write the next chapter of this book!! Because I'm not even done with the book and I already have more ideas for after the book but I have to finish the book but I so many ideas for the book! Does this make sense? NOPE!

Enjoy~~~~~~~

Tw: Warning this chapter will include the following.

Mention of cutting

Bruises

Sexual acts but not a full smut

Swears like alot

The song that is used in this is chapter is You are my sunshine

My Dark and Emo Edge Lord P.O.V (Virgil)

A week has past and I have I've been worried, which isn't anything new with me since I am anxiety. But I'm worried for Roman and the others, after what happened with Roman I've been on edge with anxiety. What if Patton and Logan will try and kill themselves? What if Roman was lying to me about not cutting himself? What if I can't protect them like Roman can? All these thoughts coming through my head giving me more things to worry about that I didn't realized where I was.

That was until I felt, arms around me as I shook, tears seeking through my eyes. I looked up but all I saw was blurr, I couldn't see shit but I new the warmth well. I snuggled into the person's chest while trembling, I felt a hand go through mt hair while singing softly

"You are my sunshine~ My only Sunshine~"

I sniffled, trying to wipe my tears away as well my thoughts

"You make me happy when sky's are grey~ You'll never know dear how much I love you~"

I smiled softly, I looked up still wiping my eyes and smiled more but not much when I new it was Roman.

"So please don't take my sunshine away~ the other night dear~ as I lay sleeping I dreamt I held you in my arms~ but when I awoke dear I was mistaken so I held my head and cried~"

I didn't say anything. I was eventually calmed down but I didn't move from my spot, I only listened

"You are my sunshine my only sunshine~ you make me happy when sky's are grey~ You'll never know dear how much I love you~ so please don't take my sunshine away~"

I sighed in content as Roman finished the song. We stayed silent for about five minutes before Roman broke the silence

"Love why were you crying and shaking when I came in?"

I felt Roman kissed my forehead, why the hell is Roman taking care of me when I know for a fucking fact that he is in worst pain than me but my fucking anxiety HAD to HIT at the WRONG MOMENT! I cursed at myself in my head.

"You don't have to answer, I just want to know what's wrong love"

I looked up from Roman's chest and moved my hand up to his cheek

"I love you so much Ro"

"I love you to love, but that doesn't answer my question"

I looked at him and sunked back into his chest

"What if Patton and Logan tried and commit suicide Ro? What if you try to commit suicide again? What if I can't protect you guy's like you do? Ro, what if I wake up the next morning and you're gone? I don't know what to do Roman, I want to help you but I'm so stress out on how to and I'm so fucking scared. I don't want you to die"