It's been a week since I finally admitted the truth to Heather. Well is it really admitting the truth if she already knew? I am just glad she is not going to say anything to Lena, that is all I am thankful for to be quiet honest... Although If I am being honest with myself I could of told her the other night when she came over and hung out till like 3 am because that night all I wanted to do was kiss her and never stop.
Flashback
"I can't believe out of all the movies that you have you are really going to make me watch oculas. Come on Stef"
"Oh love it's not that bad you know" smirking at her I handed her a beer as she she continued to look at me *Lena really it's not that bad*
*You mean like Physco wasn't that bad?* Laughing at her comment I took a sip of my beer before setting it down on the table stand *Stef I think you just want to scare me half to death*
*And why would I want to scare you Lena?* Laughing at me she shook her head before setting her beer down as well*
*Well Stef one reason is because it's you we are talking about *
I could not help but laugh at the statement she just made.
*Well if you get to scared I'll be here to protect you* I responded smiling as I hit play on the movie and covered the both of us up with my throw blanket and looking at her one last time before turning my attention to the movie as she laid her head on my shoulder
*Lena?*
*Yea Stef?*
*Nevermind*
Sighing I looked back at the TV watching the movie as I sling my arm around her to her it was probably just thinking I was protecting her during a scary movie, but for me it was everything and I never wanted to let her go
END OF FLASHBACK
And that was the truth I would be there to protect her every day all day from everything bad in the world. And I will do that for the rest of our life, wether she is my girlfriend or we are still only best friends.
Looking over at the clock it was 2:25pm and I decided that for the rest of the day I would sit on my couch be lazy and watch Halloween...well that was until I heard my doorbell ring.
Getting up I could not help but wonder who it was considering Lena just walks in and well so does pretty much all my friends.
Opening the door I was in shock I was not really sure what to say it was like I been punched in the gut after all this time and now he finally shows up to see me
*Dad?*
*Hey Stef, uh can I come in?*
*Uh yeah sure* moving out of the way so he could come in I shut the door before walking over and shutting the TV off
*This is a nice place you have Stefanie*
*Uh thanks, so what's up Dad?* I said as I watched him take a seat and I walked over taking a seat myself across from him as he looked at me
*What I can't just stop by because I want to see my daughter?*
*No dad, well I mean yeah you could but I know you and I know you won't just stop by to see me*
Looking at me he looked down at his lap for a moment before looking back up at me
*Well you see I met this girl at church and she has a son around you're age and I know that you have not met anyone yet and I thought that maybe*
*You thought?*
*Well yeah you're mom said*
Sighing I got up grabbing a soda out of the fridge
*Ok dad look... I don't care what mom said ok? I don't want to be involved with anybody at the moment and mom knows that I just don't see why you guys can't respect that*
*Stef I just want you to find someone and I want to see you happy is all.*
*When you say someone you mean a guy*
*Well yeah but I....*
*No....no dad you don't get to do that anymore. I am a grown adult and I am a lesbian I know you know this, and I am sorry that you don't want to accept that*
*Stef*
"No dad let me finish for once okay!, I am sorry that you can't can't except who I am but sooner or later you're going to have to accept it or you're just going to have to walk away from my life because I am in love with someone and she is a women and that's not going to change *
*You're kidding right stef? A women? What can a women give you that a man can't?*
Laughing at his comment I walked to the front door opening it back up
*Dad I would like for you to leave please*
As he sighed he got up walking out the front door then he turned back and looked at me
*I do love you Stef *
*Yeah well I love you to Dad, but I can't keep walking around with this shame about who I am. And I need you're voice to get out of my head telling me that everything is wrong and that the way I feel is wrong.*
Shaking his head he turned back around and went on his way and I shut and locked my front door going back over to the couch picking my phone up
*Hey Lena can you come by please*
*Yeah of course is everything okay ?*
Sighing to myself I text her back
*No uh my dad just came by ... I'm not okay right now. I....I need to see you*
Two minutes later I heard my phone go off
*Im on my way I'll bring a pizza and some Mike's we can talk💗😁*
Smiling to myself I text her back *you're the best I love you!💗*
*I'm pretty sure I love you more Stef*
Smiling I set my phone down and I Leand back closing my eyes as I waited for Lena to come by because I really did need to talk to her. I just hope it dose not fall apart like I'm afrsid it will
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FanfictionKnowing that they were both lesbian was one thing. Meeting and becoming best friends was another, but what happens when you fall in love with you're best friend? Will their friendship fall apart ,or will they accept their feelings and love one anoth...
