Unchained

4. Letting go

You were everything to me but I was so naive to get lost in your eyes not seeing the big picture, it took everything in me to let you go, you didn't even fight for me, did you even care? One day you might even realize or maybe not. The sad thing is you won't even begin to realize how much you took from me and I will still wake up feeling like something was stolen from my soul.
I need to let you go because deep down I know that your not the one. I know we are not good for each other and maybe I just wanted to get stuck in the fantasy that you could someday love me as much as I loved you and we could solve all our problems. And although it hurts so much to let you go I know it's for the best because you didn't treat me well so you lost me for good and I can't look back.

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So I fooled myself into thinking he could be the one. We met in our Sophomore year and started dating after the day we graduated. The first day I met him I fell hard. I keep thinking about our first kiss late at night on my front yard when I think about it now it wasn't that good. Why didn't I see the signs? We had good times together but those are all just memories now and I have to let it go even it hurts and he probably doesn't even think about me much anymore.
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"Loving you was the most exquisite form of self destruction"