The Omega Who Suffered (ON HOLD)

Chapter 1

It's been a few hours after the results of No.Mercy . The atmosphere in the dorm room was filled with grief, anger, guilt, and hostility. They all felt grief for the two who weren't able to make it. They felt anger and hostility to the one who was allegedly at fault for it. And that one person felt guilt for existing and taking away the two young men's spot.

By this time, the two already left leaving Shownu, Wonho, Minhyuk, Kihyun, Hyungwon, and Jooheon alone with the boy who they felt caused it all. His name was I.M .

I.M's real name is Changkyun. Lim Changkyun. He never wanted this to happen. He never expected this to happen. He thought this was all one joke. One small horrible joke that was done on him for a reason he didn't know.

He felt he was done for. He didn't have any reason to exist. They all hated him. He felt belittled and didn't know what to do. He was done. He couldn't handle it. Although that was the case he knew he had to keep going and do what it takes to succeed.

At the current moment, he was sitting on a chair in his studio. The company had asked him and Jooheon to help write lyrics for their debuting album. Do to that, he had to work along side with him which made him very uncomfortable. Although Jooheon did open up to him in the middle of No.Mercy, that quickly changed when Changkyun was called. He went back to treating him like shit like the others.

Changkyun sighed as he tried to think of lyrics. His brain was jumbled up with stuff, he didn't know what to write. Every time he wrote, it always came out boring or depressing. Sometimes even both. He thought about writing something close to the experience of No.Mercy but decided against it. It would anger them all.

He layed his head down and pondered. He started to think about him entering No.Mercy and that's when it hit him. He decided to write about the way he came into the show. Which was, according to the others, by trespassing.

For the whole time he was there he came up with the whole song. All he has to do is show Jooheon, get his approval, show their producer and he was all set. That may have sounded easy to do but Changkyun was extremely nervous. He didn't want to talk to Jooheon at all but for the sake of debuting, he had to. So he suck up his courage, got up, and went to Jooheon.

"U-um. Jooheon?" Changkyun slightly stuttered. He was dead on nervous. Jooheon hated his guts so he was scared as to what he'd say. Jooheon looked at him with annoyance and answered back, "what do you want" Changkyun gulped a bit and stepped closer. "I-I finished writing the song and I wanted your approval..."

Jooheon looked at him and then at the paper in Changkyun's hand. He sighed and took it "It better be good. For the amount of time you wrote this there's mostly likely many mistakes. But of course because it was written by you."

Changkyun felt a pang in his hart and bit his lip. He wanted to answer back to Jooheon but knew it would just cause him more problems so he kept his mouth shut. He waited silently as Jooheon read the lyrics. The silence was eating him up as he didn't know whether Jooheon liked it or not. He just hoped he did.

Finally after awhile, Jooheon looked up from the paper and looked at him. "It's good. Take it to the producer and have him approve it. Next time take more time to write lyrics" he said and went back to whatever he was doing.

To say Changkyun wasn't surprised would be a lie. He was extremely surprised that Jooheon hadn't insulted his work. He really was confused and surprised that Jooheon actually liked his work. He expected something worse from the guy.

He quickly shook the thoughts out of his head, thanked Jooheon and ran to the producer's room. He was extremely excited to show the producer what he had written and hoped to his approval.

As he was heading towards the room, he ran into a few trainees. "Well well well. If it isn't Changkyun. How does it feel like to be promised to debut hm?" Changkyun was confused. How does it feel like to be promised to debut? He never was promised to debut. "I don't know what you mean..." "oh come on. You know what I'm talking about! You were promised to debut! That's the only reason you even made it!"

Changkyun frowned. It wasn't true. He never was promised to debut. He won on his own. He was confused a to why people thought that he was promised. "But I was never promi-" "you're still keeping up with that lie? Tsk tsk tsk Changkyun. I'll guess we'll have to punish you to show you the pain you've cost us" the trainee signaled the other trainees around him. He nodded his head towards Changkyun "grab him"