The Omega Who Suffered (ON HOLD)

Chapter Tre

After an hour, Changkyun was finally done cleaning the studio. It was only 5pm so he decided to head out and get some coffee at a nearby cafe.

He was still in so much pain so he slowly walked down the street. As he walked, he also thought about his old group. Nu'bility. He wondered how they were doing. Were they okay? Did they find a new company to be a trainee in? Did they get a chance to debut? He sighed. He really missed them so much.

He finally made it to the cafe and went on line to order his Americano. After he paid and got his Americano, he picked out a booth in a corner and sat down.

Changkyun took a sip from his drink when he heard his name being called. "Changkyun?" His eyes widened. "Taehyuk?" Right in front of him was his leader from his old group. And right behind Taehyuk were the rest of the members.

"Changkyun!" "Guys!" Changkyun shot up from his seat and hugged them. It had been a while since he's seen them. He was busy with No.Mercy and debuting he never had time.

"W-what are you guys doing here?" "Well we somehow all ran into each other across the street and decided to come here to catch up. We would've called you but we knew you were busy. So once we got our drinks, we went looking for seats and then Taehyuk saw you!" Jongyeon, the maknae of the group, stated.

Changkyun was surprised that they all somehow met. "Well I'm not busy so let's catch up!" He sat back down and the rest soon followed.

"so how have you guys been?" "We've been okay. But how have you been? We know you're probably going through tough things right now..." Byunghwa said.

Changkyun bit his lips. So they did know. "I've been holding up good I guess... I mean there's sometimes conflict but I'm handling it pretty well"

The others frowned. They had watched No.Mercy and saw how the others treated him. They wished that they didn't have to get separated like they did so they could protect Changkyun from them.

"Changkyun you could always drop out you know that right?" Taehyuk said as he reached forward to grab Changkyun hands. "I know but....I've made it so far I can't give up now. And I know that eventually they're going to take my hand and change..."

Jeongwook sighed. "Changkyun you shouldn't continue this. You're going to have a relapse again. Remember what happened last time?"

Oh boy did Changkyun remember. While he was a trainee in Special K, he was pressured,bullied, and belittled. It caused him to go into depression which led to suicidal thoughts. And as you figured out, it led to cutting.

When he was chosen for Nu'bility he was an isolated person. He never interacted with the others. The others slowly poked at him and tried to get him to open up. Eventually, he told them what happened. Ever since that day, they made sure to protect and take care of him. But because they were no longer together, it was tougher for them. Now it's Changkyun's choice to do what he wishes.

"Well sadly I have to go now...I have a cerfew sadly" Changkyun said as he got up from his seat. "Well so do I. Hey, I'll make a group chat so we can all talk together and catch up more. Sounds good?" Jeongwook said. They all agreed and one by one left.

It was 30 minutes after their meet up when Changkyun arrived at the dorm. He really didn't want to be there but he had no choice. He had a cerfew.

He opened the door and walked in. On the couch were all the members. They were talking about something in whispers so he tried to sneak past them and into the bathroom so that he would check up on his wounds. But the world hated him.

"I.M where the fuck have you been?!" He heard Kihyun yell as he was about to escape the living room. "I was at the studio clea-" "making excuses just to go and hang out!? Are you kidding me?! If you were at the studio then why the hell didn't Jooheon see you!?" "B-but I was t-" "enough Changkyun! Come here and sit. We have things to talk to you about"

Changkyun bit his lip and went to the living room. He sat down next to Jooheon (like he had a choice. The others took up space on the couch).

"We're discussing about forming a pack. Because we don't have an omega we were planning on courting someone from another group." Hyunwoo explained. "We also decided you won't be part of the pack." Changkyun's eyes widened "w-what?"

"we don't want you here" he bit his lip. "You're such a burden" his heart hurt. "We already have your pathetic ass in this group. Why the hell would we want you in our pack" his heart completely shattered.

He felt tears coming up so he put his head down and nodded softly. "Okay..." he got up and left the room. He walked towards the bathroom and locked the door.

He slid down the door and took his phone out and messaged Nu'bility.

     Changkyun
um...guys?

Byunghwa
whats up changkyunnie?

Jeongwook
everything okay?

Taehyuk
you okay Changkyun?

Jongyeon
what happened?

Changkyun

Im leaving Monsta X... I can't handle it anymore... they don't want me part of the pack...I'm a burden to them...I'm pathetic...

Changkyun shut his phone off. He didn't want to read what the others were going to say. He got up and left the bathroom. He was going to go to the CEO and tell him he was going to quit. He could no longer handle it.