Imagine

Part 9

Before we get started, how was your summer? I hope it was awesome! How have you guys been? I'm so excited to be back to Imagine and I hope you ready to read! love y'all!! (The girl to the side is how i imagine Ruthie to look)

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We start toward the eye and every step I get more butterflies in my stomach and a bigger smile on my face. Today I will see all of London. This has been my dream sense 3rd grade! And I'm doing it with One Direction! I little shriek of excitement escapes my lips and they all turn to me.

"You okay?" Niall asks.

"I'm just so excited!"

"Im so excited! I just can't hide it!" They all sing practically on cue.

"Oh my god." They all start dancing crazy until a group of girls and paparazzi's start towards us. All the girls ask for autographs and give them there twitter handles and phone numbers. The paparazzi question me and the boys.

""Is this your girlfriend?" "Harry did you pull in another?" "Niall did you finally get a girl?" "Who's a cheater? Louis, Liam, Zayn?"" Are most of the questions they ask the boys. Then they move on to me.

""Witch one are you dating?" "Have you slept with any of them yet?" "What did you do last night with them?"" They go on and on and on.

"Niall?" I whisper in Niall's ear and they start to ask more questions.

"Yeah babe?"

"I don't like this. Can we please keep walking?"

"Yeah." Then he slowly snakes an arm around my waist and pulls me closer to him while trying to take a couple steps. That gets the paparazzi going.

""So Niall this is yours?" "How do the other boys feel about that?"" Are most of the questions.

"Okay guys, if you could just leave and we could continue our day that would be lovely." Niall says and that makes a few of them leave. But there are still about 8 paps.

Now that more are gone they get closer and ask more questions. With all the yelling from the paps and the screaming from the girls I start to hear a ringing in my ears.

'This never happens when it's loud.' I think to myself.

Then my vision starts to go. With all the lights flashing from the fans and paps, my vision starts to blur. Eyes blurry, I can't hear, and on top of that I'm claustrophobic. Great. Just great.

"Niall we need to leave. Right now. I get really bad anxiety when i get claustrophobic. Please!" My heartbeat and breathing quickens and I'm trying to hold back tears.

"Run on three?" He asks hopefully.

"Yes."

"Okay. 1, 2, 3!" We sprint off away from the crowd an then I just let my tears fall. We rush to a building that leads to the entrance of the eye. In the building there is mostly gift shops and one small restaurant.

"I think we lost 'um." Niall says out of breath and a small laugh at the end. Then he turns to me with a concerned look on his face.

"Ruthie? Are you okay?" I try to answer but I just end up stuttering. 

"Don't answer just come here." He opens his arms and I fall into them. As I cry he rubs my back and I bury my face in the crook of his neck.

"Shhhhhhh." He whispers softly.

"Please don't cry. It's gonna be okay. Shhhhh." Then I hear the rest of the boys storm through the door. They are all laughing at something but they silence when they see us. I wish they did'nt come. That moment with Niall was nice.

"Is everything okay?" Zayn asks. I come out of me and Niall's hug and wipe my tears.

"Ruthie! What happened?!" Zayn asked nervously.

"Just all the fans and the paparazzi and I'm claustrophobic and then my anxity came and it was just all to much! I couldn't help it!" I start to cry again.

"I'm not mad at you, I just wanted to know if you are okay. Come here." I hug Zayn and feel safe. Not as safe as in Niall's arms but just being in someones arms will do.

"I'm sorry Zayn."

"What are you sorry for love?"

"We were suppost to have a super fun day but then I started to cry and-"

"Stop. Stop saying how this is all your fault 'cause its not. Its those fricking paps. Ya' hear me?"

"Yeah!" I wipe my tears. "Lets go see that London eye!"