The Unwanted Daughter

chapter one

this story po is still not edited so please bear with the typos
and wrong grammar im not
yet professional on writing

and i also dedicate this story to those teens like me that is longing for the love of their parents or their family hope you like it :)

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Nova Coleen louisette pov

ano bang pakiramdam ng mahalin ? pakiramdam ng pahalagahan? pakiramadam ng may sumusuporta? ano kayang pakaramdam ng mga iyon

i thought children is a God gift to them but It was just my
thoughts. .......... my dreams a dream that i dont know when i can fulfill it, when they can fulfill it

I know i dont have the right tohave a grudge on them but can you blame me all my life i was taken for granted from
my parents.........yeah my parents

hindi ko alam kung bakit sila galit ?bakit parang nandidiri sila? wala akonh ka-ideideya lung san naggagaling yung
galit nila......gwlit na parang walang hanganan
ano bang nagawa ko ?

bata pa lang ako nadama ko na iyon mga bagay na dapat di dinadanas nang bata napagdaanan ko na

naalala ko yung isang beses na nag punta kami sa lola ko

~flashback ~

"pangit pangit you're a such a panget di ka dapat dito dika bagay dito"-pangaasar sakin ng pinsan pinapaliburan nila ako ngayon mommy~~~mommy

"di kw mahal nila auntie  kasi panget ka "-sabi ni lizette kayq napuno na qko tinulqk sya

"no my mom loves me"-sabay tulak sa kanya kaya napuntq syq sq putikan

"what  are you doing "-natakot ako kasi biglang dumatin sila tita lahst sila pati si mommy lahat dila masama ang tingin sqkin kaya napa-hagulgol ako lalo

ako nanaman ang masama lagi na lang ako

"t-tita s-she's the one-e who start it po"-nauutal na sabi ko habang nakayuko

"aba!talagang sasagot ka pah huh!"-sabi nya sabay lapit sakin tas sinabunutan ako tas tinulak kaya napiyak lalo nung tinignan ko sila lahat sila naka-ngisi  habang nakatingin sakin

si grandma ay natingin sakin she's worried but not on me on her child auntie she's worried that something might happen to auntie

and that scene pained my weak heart  even more but i will not lose hope that someday........
someday they will love

~flashback ends ~

that they when there's atime that they are complete my parents will lock me down in the basement pero imbis na sumuko ako lalo lang nitong pinalakas  ang puso kong nanghihina

habang lumalaki lalo lang lumala ang pakikitungo nila mommy sakin parang.....parang wala ako sa bahay

"mom i going to be an exchange student in Greece "-
sabi ni ate alice she's the brain of our clan but....I'm better than her
but sadly my family does know it

" duh~~i get an offer to be a  main model in the biggest fashion line in the world "-sabi naman ni ate alyssa well she's the pride of dads side she got the features of mom and dad but she gots dads eyes......gray eyes

" mom im might be the captain next year in our soccer team"-
sabi ni Kuya

" I love you so much you made me feel so blessed to have you"-sabi ni mommy kaya parang may paga asa sa puso ko sana...........sana kasali ako

"hon is nova make you feel proud "-sabi ni daddy nico habang naka smirk sakin

"i said children and she is not my child"-sabi ni mommy habang tinapunan ako ng nadidiring tingin habang sila ate naka-smirk sakin

lalo namang nag-ulap yung mata ko dahil sa nag-babadyang luha kaya yumuko ako para pigilan yung luha ko na tumulo pag-katapos naming mag dinner ay

dumeretso ako sa kwarto doon ko binuhos lahat ng iyak ko god? they will love right ? time will come i know they will learn to love me to accept me that i am a part of their family ,my family

time will come  i know they will love the whole me ylthen my dream will come true how i wish
that my dream will becone a reality how i wish

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arghhh naiiyak ako

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